Random Thoughts...

This book

I am shaking my foot to the sound of cars outside my window. A slight headache, a slight tightness in my chest. The crinkling of some wrapper of food and my sisters occasional laughter in the background.
It's 7:23pm, 1/8/22, a Saturday.

What courses through my head at this moment relates to this book. I've reread some of what I wrote and look what has started this journey to being #15 in over thinking.
The way I've wrote things from the beginning has evolved although there's only 20 parts of this so far. At first more of essays with no form of imagery that I do in the beginning of each part now (at least I try to). And then it was more of just straight thoughts and now I don't know what you would call it.
I switch into a more comfortable position, just writing eases my headache and tight chest.
I wonder how far this book will go honestly, how much will it grow? I know I plan to take some of these thoughts and transform into an actual novel along with many other things circling over thinking. I don't plan to do that till I've finsished my other book though.
I first started this with thoughts just piling up in my head, needing an exit. Now I continue because it helps prevent those thoughts from piling up although I don't type all my thoughts. If I did I'd never stop typing.
It helps me keep my thoughts in order and it honestly thrills me to write these and have people like them and understand my mind.
My mind is rather complicated so I try not to explain it exactly but it helps explaining some thoughts that occur.
My headache is now gone, although I hear a rather annoying buzz.
I'm on a thinking role today so expect more.