Random Thoughts...

Friends

I'm sitting with one leg crossed over the other on my bed in my pjs; my long, and right now, curly hair flipped to one side, peace in my mind.
It's 9:34, 1/30/22, a Sunday

Friends. Everyone has some form or friends, may it be people, animals, nature, items like books or canvas, we all have friends. I have some fucking amazing friends, before I couldn't imagine myself smiling and laughing so much from the simplest things. I couldn't see myself wanting to spend time out of school and sleep overs with others. I couldn't see having a group of friends instead of one. But now....I do.
I have several amazing friends that make me smile everyday, they make me laugh and feel good and proud and they make me open and happy to be myself.
Everyday I look forward to seeing them all.
Math with my authors and wortsmither. The dirty jokes and flushed faces from Nevs comments. The teacherlike personality of Cinnamon. Lunas cute voice and laugh (yes I said it girl, you do have one) and her so random thoughts sometimes. I love it all.
My lunches with Paige and Cool John. The many jokes and teasing and laughs that come with it. How they gang up on me and tease the shit out of me. The way they always make me happier after a shitty 4th period.
My 5th period with Sam. All the bickering and teasing is entertaining. All the times he let's me pats his very curly poof. And all the times he doesn't hesitate to help whenever I ask.
(I know this out of order but-)
My 1st period with Loser John and Marrissa. They always help me when I'm blond or afraid to fuck up. They make me laugh and help me not be lonely since their the only people I know. They keep me company and work with me in all the projects for workshop.
My 2nd period with Kaden and Niki. Their constant bickering and arguments, sounding like siblings. The random drawings and memes of his. Her playful comments and her compliments.
My 6th period. Working so in sync together and flowing perfectly. The weird as fuck ways we like to sit. All the inside jokes. How we laugh at the slightest thing and understand what each other means with just a glance.
On the bus. Ricci always listening to my updates everyday. Reading everything I write and their energy when they tell me how much they liked it. The dirty conversations and playful hitting, well me hitting him. The times he feeds me when I wouldn't have ate.

All my friends mean the world to me, I tried to make this somewhat short -sorry mk, big Gabe, Sarmad, Ethan and others I didnt name- they understand me, complete me, make everyday worth living. I love you all and thank you so much for being here for me, I will ALWAYS be here for you too ♥

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