I only want you. Kill Me Nd Leave Me. ( Completed)

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At college

Y/n pov

It's been 1 week after all that drama happen in prom ?? I don't know what's gonna happen from now onwards ?? I don't know how everyone react after prom night it's the first day we are going to college ?? All thanks to taehyung nd his horny ass ??after that night taehyung changed a lot he become more clingy more horny I didn't even remember how many time we had sex ?? no not sex we made love thats what he says everytime ??

He didn't like it when I say we had sex he always scold me to not use those words to define what we have or what we are doing?? It's not like iam complaining no never ?? Actually I like it no I love it when he said that?? he always say that I had sex with others but with you I Only made love with you and I'll always be?? Sometimes I feel both good nd jealous ??

Jealous coz iam not his first ?? But that doesn't matter right that's all In past. what matter now is he is with me nd he is all mine ?? I don't know whats going on with him He is horny all the time ?? It's not like iam complaining but Iam jst worried about him ?? Sometimes I feel like there's something he is worried about? I feel like He is stress about something ??

I asked him but he jst say iam jst worried about you leaving me nd iam jst afraid tht one day you'll leave me iam jst afraid of that day which I have to spend without you I don't want that day to ever come into my life ?? Nd I can see how desparate he is?? I can see love in his eyes??he stay all these days with me in his mension ?? He'll only leave me for few hours ?? he'll always leave me by saying he has something important to do ?? I didn't ask what important work he is doing outside ??

When he'll come back he'll jst say one word I want you ?? nd who iam to say no to him?? Nd like that we always end up in his room where he hover over me nd made love with for I don't know how many hours?? After tht prom night whenever we made love he said sorry I love you only you... no matter what I have to do.. I'll never hurt you ?? Neither. Let anyone to hurt you.. Nd I trust him with that ?? Maybe he is sorry for his past behaviour ?? Tht must be the reason ?? Right?

Once I tried to ask where he went but he didn't answer my questions instead he jst say I love you and only you no matter what you are mine and iam yours always remember that no matter where I went ?? Where iam ? With whom iam??You'll always be the one I'll come back to..no matter how far iam from you coz you are my home my everything ?? There's nothing I need for assurance I see honesty in his words so I didn't ask further I believe him maybe there's really something important to do ??

Maybe that thing/important work is something I didn't need to know ?? Maybe something important to his family or Maybe something ??

I trust him I know when he'll feel like sharing he'll tell me nd I'll wait for that day.. ?? I came out of my thoughts when he call me I feel his hands creasing on my cheeks softly I look at him??

Y/n: huh

Taehyung: what my baby is thinking huh?? Are you even listening what iam saying hmmm

He said softly nd hummed

Y/n: huh sorry baby iam just...n

He cut me off he come closer to me nd creased by cheeks softly nd lovingly

Taehyung: nervous..?? Nd don't even try to lie ?? You r tapping your feet continuously , biting your nails nd shivering like hell, I know you did all this when you are nervous