ONESHOTS

To the one who will love him next || pjm

A Park Jimin Oneshot
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The one who will love him next,

First of all, I'm sorry. I'm sorry to hand you over a Jimin that is so broken, it seems beyond repair. I'm sorry to break the most precious part of my life that it shattered me as a whole.

Jimin is not the person you're seeing right now. He's so full of life that you'd breathe because of it. He is the reason for my understanding of the word love, so if you can, please find Park Jimin and bring him back because he's the only one who can complete you. He's the only one.

So when you find him, keep a few things in mind.

First is, he doesn't like rain. You'd wonder who doesn't like rain? He doesn't. He hates it, the moisture, the smell, it all makes him nauseous and he gets sick. Make sure to never have him out of the house when it rains. He won't tell you but he'd sulk inside because of how squeaky things will get.

He seeks human touch more than he lets you believe. He'd search for every other chance to hold your hand or wrap his fingers around yours or just simply hug you to have that touch. The skin on skin warmth is what he loves, so make sure to play with his fingers, run a hand up and down his biceps, kiss him whenever you can.

He can cook but won't do it because he'd love you to cook in his kitchen. So on a lazy morning, put on one of his sweat shirts and start preparing food. He'd oppose to help you but eventually, would be by your side with his hands around your waist from behind.

Winters with him are the best. He loves to make hot chocolate and roast marshmallows. On days it would snow, he'd have snow fights with you. He'd make a snowman with you, for you. I remember one time he bought a snowflake necklace for me because we couldn't be home on the first snow. He's a goofy child in a man's body. Never let that part of his go. Treasure him like I once did.

He is a ball of sunshine, literally. He takes everyone's troubles and piles them on his own. On days he won't feel himself, let him pile himself. Hug him, massage his head, try to sing for him when he drapes you in his arms. He'd absolutely love to have you sing for him when he's stressed.

Every relationship has better and bitter days. On days where you have fights and he storms out of the room, let him. He'd take the couch that night. Let him have his space, his peace of mind. But only 2 hours! Give him 2 hours away from everything and with himself, he'd come to his normal self again.

Sneak into his duvet on the couch. That's why we had a convertible couch at our place...your place. Snuggle closer, smell him, take his scent and make it yours. You'd love to smell like him. Just be close when his anger deflates and he gets back to his normal self.

He loves to dance. He can dance to any song, regardless of the words he can move to just music. So when he plugs in his phone to a speaker and plays his favorite song, accompany him. The most absurd dance moves are far better than the well prepared ones. You won't want to miss the smile on his face when he sees you waving your hands around like a mad person.

When he's sick, make sure he has the sweater his mother knitted for him. It's his only comfort thing from his family and it makes him feel home to his mom. I'm not supposed to say this but there is a yellow colored plushie hidden in the last cabinet of his wardrobe. His name is Mr. Pingu and he's Jimin's first love. So when he's sick, bring him Pingu and his sweater. Make hot chocolate and at last cuddle him on the couch with his favorite shows or movies. He'd be a lot less annoyed like that.

I didn't get to say this to him a lot when we were together because I was mostly busy with work but tell him you love him whenever you can. Make him feel that love in his bones because the love like his is so hard to find. His love can consume you to your bones yet you'd feel the most alive with him. Love him as he's supposed to be loved, with your all. Because he deserves it all.

There isn't one thing that I would want to change in him but if you could, please make him less pretending. He'd bottle up everything he's feeling and pretend to be happy for others. Try to tell him to be selfish every once in a while because sometimes, being selfish is good.

Finally, I'd like to tell you that he's yours now. Yours to love and yours to care for. Don't let him break. Be his direction and lead him to happiness. Give him everything I wasn't able to give him. Make him whole again. This is me giving you a piece of my heart. Please take care of him.

From Y/N.