To the person who will truly love me
I know it's hard. It has been hard from the start. But I hope you will understand. I worry a lot. I overthink a lot. I expect the worst to come. And it's not because I don't care or I don't trust you. It's because I get scared. I'm scared of relationships. Of commitment. Of… love!
Yeah, love. People call it beautiful, but for me it's… scary. I can't help but think, what if it doesn't work out? What if I love too much and in the end I'll have… I'll get the excruciating pain! It will shatter me.
Love does that to a person. It's all rainbows and butterflies at the start. But when things go down it becomes hell. It burns one down to ashes. The fact that I'm sensitive doesn't help at all. I can't take risk of falling in love when there are chances of it failing… literally falling and breaking me. I ain't ready to take that big of a risk.
I care too much. I love too much. And that's the worst part. Once I give in, it's done. I give it my all. If I love, I'll surrender. I'll give my all to my love.
But if it -
I don't want anyone to add on to the worst. The idea of heartbreak terrifies me. So, it's hard for me to love anyone easily.But I hope you will keep trying; so that I can keep trying.
I hope you won't give up on me easily.
Just wait a little longer. Be patient.
I know it will be a long journey.
But keep knocking on my door… till I open the door for you.I hope you will love me back as much as I love you.
I hope you will care for me as much as I care for you.
I hope you will trust me as much as I trust you.I hope you will always be there, ready to make things work when they will be on edge.
I hope you won't let us break.
I hope we will make it work.
I hope you will always fix things, make me fix them at times.I hope you will understand me. Make me understand you at times.
I hope you will always be there. For me. For us.
I hope you will accept me. With my flaws. All of me.
I hope we will be together forever.Just know that if you have reached till here, reached my heart, I really love you.
🖤🖤🖤
People say you fall in love.
But fall is such a sad word when you think about it.
Falls are never good.You fall on the ground.
You fall behind.
You fall to your death.Whoever was the first person to say they fell in love, must have already fallen out of it.
Otherwise they'd have called it something much better.
〜 Reminders of him
(Colleen Hoover)
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