Your my mate? Listen Your my Best friends brother, your a jerk and I HATE YOU!

Chapter 8

"I-I-It said you were my mate" i heard her beautiful say to me, god she had no idea what that sentence was doing me. On one hand my wolf wanted me to jump up and mark her, and maken her mine, to become one....Shit i really needed to stop having those thoughts, they were urm not helping me right now. 

On the other hand my human side was confused, i didn't want a mate least of all with my sister's best friend. What if something happens and we break up, i've lost Holly enough friends and people she - she loves.

I had to stop this right now and hope it would end, now i would have to think of a reply. "Well that's interesting" i said confidently, What kind of idiot says that. Besides why should i feel guilty about what i was about to say? I mean she was the one who was flirting with Mitch. Just thinking of that jerk made me want to find him and rip his skinny neck to bits.

I clenched my fists, if she knew she was my mate why was she busy flirting with Mitch? She clearly doesn't even want to try, i thought trying to prove it to myself. I stood up and looked towards her, then she lifted her eyes and for a second i almost jumped on her. Them beautiful eyes met mine and i felt complete, my wolf was growling in anticipation and it took all of my will not to mark her right then.

But then Mitch's face came into my mind again, She flirted with him knowing she was my mate. She tortured me. I just opened my mouth and let my anger out "But neither of us wants this Iris, lets not pretend we do.Why don't you go whore off with Mitch and i'll live my life" If i was right why did i feel so empty.

I walked out and took one step before another image came into my mind, off me making out with Jessica whilst Iris walked in. I felt so confused but if there was one thing i was right about it was that i needed to apologise to her.

I turned around and walked in "Look Iris, I'm sorry -" i stopped speaking because i couldn't see her but her scent was strong. I saw the doors to the balcony open and as i walked over to them i could see a girl running into the forest leaving the scent of an angel behind her.

Should i follow her? I thought but i knew right know she wanted space. I turned around and walked downstairs, as i got in the first thing i felt was a fist colliding to my face. I got up, anger rising in me to see my best friend, Zack standing there with a clenched fist. He had a look of pure rage and disgust in his eyes as he looked sorry i mean glared at me. Holly was just standing there crying silently.

I looked back at him and realised why he had done that, I had messed up badly. "Yeah you have, you acted like a prick the entire day and now you go and do THAT" he yelled at me, I didn't know what to do and i opened my mouth to speak but was stopped by a slap to my face.

Holly was standing there and screaming "YOU JERK! HOW COULD YOU!" I lifted my arm to go and hug her but she stepped back and wlaked to Zack who opened his arms for her. I wanted that, to just hold someone.

"Well, you better hurry then" zack spat at me.

I dropped my head and walked to the door when i realised something, I didn't want this life. I didn't want to commit neither did she. I was happy being the way i was. So instead of walking out i turned around and walked up the stairs leaving behind a shocked Zack and Holly. I walked into my room and sat on the bed.

Today had just been too much for me i thought, with Jim and Natasha gone i had a little kid to look after. I remembered seeing Jim and Natasha this morning then something struck me. Jim's last words to me, If you meet anyone today, Good Luck. Did he know? I mean Natasha had visions but she would've told me if it was soemthing like that.

I laid down on my bed and looked up at the ceiling, It was amazimg how the shadows on the ceiling seemed to create Iris's face, her perfect lips, her rosy cheeks, her unique eyes. I shook my head and looked at the ceiling, Nope no Iris face, just a lot of lines.

Then i doubled over feeling a sharp pain in my throat, it felt like i was drinking lava. My throat was burning. I started shaking and finally when i stoppped my mum walked in, "Honey, You have to go quickly. Sally from the petrol pump just called. Iris brought bottles of bleach and ran off".

I just sat there in shock, when finally my wolf started snarling, I could feel my skin starting to break as he was trying to come out. I just ran to window and jumped out. As the wind went through my hair i could feel my skin starting to shift. I could feel my spine readjusting causing to yell and my legs and arms adjusting. before i reached the ground i was on four legs.

I started to run into the forest following the fading scent, after a few minutes i could hear the highway. I couldn't smell her. Then the wind blew causing a fresher scent to enter my nose. As i was running my wolf collapsed, i could feel that pain inside me as my wolf began to croak. What was wrong? The burning feeling returned to my throat as i began to shift back into human.

First my legs starting moving and then the fur began to disappear as my snout was sucked back in. I waited the pain as my spined snapped up straightcausing me to jump in pain. I got up and looked around. How was i going to find her like this? I opened my mouth and thorugh my dry thorat i yelled "IRIS!!!" as loud as i could.

I heard a twig snap somewhere to the left and i began to run, tripping up many times in the process. I jumped through some trees and found myself in a clearing. The scenery would have been heavenly had it not been for the broken white wolf in the clearing. Bleack bottles littered the scen and My wolf couldn't take it anymore and two seconds later i was in my wolf form. The burning sensation was back and i padded over to the other wolf, who was lying there with only abit of life in her eyes. Her teal eyes.

Then in front of me she began to shift back into a human, She was beautiful. As she stared at me her eyes welled up and tears began to flow down her cheeks. I simply wanted to die. I had made her unhappy. I had hurt her, I deserved to die. My face fell and this time my wolf didn't argue as i turned around. I took a few steps until she gasped.

I turned around and saw her lying there but there was something wrong, Someone else was here.

And he - he was

he was kissing her.

I am going to kill him.

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