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Marcus Rashford-Too good at goodbye's

You and Marcus started dating over a year ago, it all seemed to move very fast as by month 3 you had moved in and by mouth 10 he had proposed. If you was going to be honest with yourself you both didn't stand a chance, you both was so different and wanted different things. But you was both in love with each other that you couldn't leave each other, you think that's why he proposed another reason for you to stay but it didn't remove the situation it just postponed the inevitable.

2 weeks later it was official you two had cancelled the wedding as it wasn't the right time for you both; 2 weeks after that it was done the relationship everything you was packing your bags. Marcus couldn't accept the situation he would just avoid you all together and pretend like you never existed it was his way of dealing. You was erased. All of the date nights, attending his matches, each others graduations, you being his literal therapist after the euros, everything somehow he managed to erase it all. Maybe It was for the best maybe he handled it best forgetting each other because it caused too much pain holding onto the memories and to accept it was over.

Maybe it was your fault you never opened up to Marcus properly or let him know the real you even when he meant the most to you because every time you open up it hurts. So protecting yourself you didn't and yet he still left maybe it was just you because no matter what they leave.

Every argument, every time he walked out you loved him less and less because it was your way maybe it was wrong but that was why you never had a chance because eventually you wouldn't love him anymore and it was sad but It was true. Every time he hurt you, disappointed you it hurt less and less each time because you got more close to being numb every time; the tears dried up quicker, you forgive quicker because you didn't care anymore.

Maybe you jinxed it from the start expecting It to be the same as every other relationship and expecting him to leave you in the dirt maybe you tempted fate too much.

You should be sat crying on the bathroom floor or trying to find a way to fix it that's what you would expect wouldn't you? Saying Goodbye should be so hard especially someone you was in love with but you was just too good at goodbye's.

A/N: Hi guys hope this was ok another sad one but this was inspired by the song too good at goodbye's by Sam Smith I love this song and thought it would be fitting for an angst imagine. If you have listened to the song then you will probably recognise I incorporated some lyrics into the paragraphs. Anyway I want to thankyou all for 17k and remind you if you have any request then let me know <3