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Jesse Lingard - Why isn't my love enough

You and Jesse had been going through a really bad patch at the moment and it just didn't seem to pass. A simple hello had the potential to turn into a screaming match. Everything you did just seemed to not be enough you tried and tried but it was over you just needed a boost of confidence to end this. It was going to be the best thing for the both of you. You knew this but it was so hard to say goodbye to the person who used to make you the happiest.

You hadn't seen Jesse in a couple of days as he stayed out at Marcus's to avoid you and haven't spoke since, he wouldn't even be mature and answer your message's to make sure he was safe. You didn't deserve this he didn't appreciate when you would cook for him, clean for him attend his matches and just loved him when he thought the world was against him. He went from ignoring you and everything you did to making you feel worthless from the abuse he would shout at you.

This wasn't Jesse and you knew the reason why he was acting like this was because of the toxic relationship he wasn't the type; it was what the relationship was making him into. You wasn't an angel in all of this and you knew that but what made you different was you'd apologise, forgive but Jesse wouldn't be like that he held grudges and brought up the past every single time.

You knew what you had to do if it wasn't now you knew you probably could never do it again.

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you

Hey Jesse, we need to talk could you come over please. x

Jesse <3

I'm at training but will come around when I'm done

you

ok see you then

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"Hey" Jesse sighed whilst walking into both yours's lounge

"Hi, how was training?" you said already trying to change the conversation because of your nerves

"Y/n you didn't invite me here to chit chat what's up"

"I think we should breakup" you said not holding eye contact with him for very long

"why found someone better?" Jesse laughed mockingly

"seriously Jess? no I haven't this just isn't working"

"Fine, we done here" Jesse asked getting up of his seat

"You're not even going to fight for me, your just going to give up on us?"

"Are you fucking serious right now y/n I am the one giving up on us your the one who fucking invited me here to breakup so if anyone is giving up on us it's you" Jesse shouted

"I'm trying to do what is best for us I love you and it hurts seeing us acting like we hate each other" you shouted matching his tone

"Bullshit you haven't given one fucking care in the world you act like your single every weekend dressing up like a slut and coming home shitfaced"

"Fuck off Jesse if I want to wear a revealing dress then I fucking will that doesn't mean I am going to get with some Stanger. it's clothes Jesse clothes. And you have room to talk what about that chic you was fucking last month.

"Wow your going back to that" Jesse laughed

"I apologised you forgive theirs no reason why it's relevant right now"

"It's relevant because I'm sat here every night crying myself to sleep wondering why I aren't good enough why my love isn't enough and yet some whore who has even admitted she was only with you for you money get's your attention and love"

"I'm not doing this with you right now, I love you, you know that. But we need space that's it stop trying to fucking control everything" Jesse shouted rolling his eyes

"Look I'm going to go I will speak to you later" Jesse said beginning to walk out of the door

"You walk out that door and we are finished Jesse I mean it. Theirs' no 2nd chances or forgiveness we will be done. please Jesse fight for me" you sobbed

"Then I guess we are finished y/n" Jesse whispered but loud enough for you to here

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And that was 7 years gone over an argument that you both didn't know it even started

A/N: Hey everyone, thankyou for 25k! This was a request so I hope this was ok for you. If you have any requests including just players then let me know. I have a few already but will add to the list