Tainted. Timothée Chalamet

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no feelings

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Timothée

"Great."
I smiled awkwardly at her. I pushed myself off the couch and began to get ready to leave before she spoke up.

"Where are you going?" She asked with an innocent tone.

"thought i'd get out of your hair." I replied with a small smile. I watched as she looked to the floor and fiddled with the ring wrapped tightly around her small finger.

"Do you wanna watch a movie?" She asked clearly nervous. I couldn't help the happy state that took over my mind. I nodded my head and lit up from the smile that took over her face. I sat back down on the couch and watched as she ran around. She came back with a bag of popcorn and a tub of ice cream.

I somehow smiled even more when she held up two spoons with the most genuine cute smile i had ever seen.

She sat down next to me and nervousness seemed to blanket over me. Was I supposed to pull her closer? Where we there yet?

I had to remind myself to stop acting like a teenager and i scooted over closer to her, laying the blanket over us. She turned on the Tv and we scrolled through Netflix until we found something we liked. It didn't take long and I was great full we had a similar taste in movies.

My breathe hitched when she leant her head on my shoulder. I don't know why I was acting like this. We've seen each other naked before and yet i somehow felt like this was my first time ever talking to a girl. Arlo wasn't just any girl though. She was Arlo!

Questions started nibbling at my brain and i moved my head to check if she was still awake. My movement caused her to look up into my eyes. Overcome with nerves i quickly adverted her eyes and instead focused down on lacing my fingers tightly together.

"Why did you leave this morning?" I asked with uncertainty. She didn't move or even flinch. A moment of silence passed over us and i could feel her breathing through my shoulder.

"I don't know, i guess I didn't want to get your hopes up." My face scrunched in confusion at her answer.

"What do you mean?" I asked timidly.

"Well, I guess i'm not the type of person who would stay." She said looking down, almost ashamed.

"So, your not a relationship kind of person?" I asked as my voice trembled slightly.

"I can be, it just depends." She said while staring into my eyes.

"Just depends on who?" I asked. She nodded her head and avoided my questioning eyes.

"It's not you, it's more me who wouldn't cope." she said almost frantically. I smiled sheepishly at her. Even though in this moment of rejection i still thought she was cute. "You're Timothée Chalamet. We wouldn't be able to step outside together without my whole world falling apart."

"Well, how about we don't officially date. We can just hang out in the privacy of our own homes." She smiled at my suggestion and leant her head back onto my shoulder. "Maybe we can even have some more extra activities like last night." She playfully slapped me on arm and i laughed at her reaction.

"No feelings." She said bluntly. I glanced down at her and raised my eyebrows.

"No feelings." I replied.

We focused back onto the movie and slowly let it consume our attention. After a while i would glance down at her and smile.

How can i simply say no to feeling things for her when i'm feeling like this. All i knew was that I wanted to be around her and with her all the time. The events of last night was corrupting my mind and all i could think about was her perfect body and when i was going to have a chance to see it again.

The weight of her head on my shoulder got heavier and i quickly realised that she was falling asleep.

"Come on, let's get you to bed." I chuckled lightly.

"What, no. I'm not even tired." She croaked out with her eyes still firmly closed. I smiled down at her stubbornness and took in the beauty of her sleepy face.

"If you say so." I replied. We both ended up falling asleep with the movie in the background. Our body's were intertwined and my fingers were wrapped around her small waist. I couldn't of possibly been happier then in that moment.

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Sorry for the short chapter