Tainted. Timothée Chalamet

045

reality

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Arlo

I was getting ready to leave the hospital when Troye first walked in. Sawyer told him that I was here but nothing else.

Even though he comforted me yesterday I could still tell that things weren't right between us but I needed him. I'm supposed to have my first ultrasound today but I still couldn't wrap my head around this all. How could I have not known?

I had just been dumped with an excessive amount of information on prenatal health and how important it
would be for me to avoid as much stress as possible but that was hard given the fact that I'm eventually going to have to tell Timothée that I was carrying his child.

A light knocking on the door pulled me out of my trance and I smiled happily when Troye walked in.

"Hey." He said softly. I got up from the bed and pulled him in a tight hug. "Are you okay?"

"Yeah but umm i've got some news." Troye sat on the bed and looked up at me with sorrow in his eyes. "I'm pregnant." Troye's mouth dropped and he stared at me in shock.

"Seriously!?" I nodded my head at him.

"I have an ultrasound in about ten minutes and I really want you to come." Troye nodded his head and pulled me into a hug. I felt like crying but my eyes were so dry that nothing came out.

Eventually the doctor came and got us. Sawyer, Troye and I walked in silence through the children's ward and I shamefully adverted my eyes from all the children decorations.

I wasn't prepared to be a mum. I didn't think about it until now but i'll have to move, find daycare and actually get a stable job to support the kid and that frightened me the most. I never wanted to change anything about myself but this was the biggest change of them all, commitment.

I laid down on the bed and slowly rose my shirt revealing my slightly swollen belly. I don't really look pregnant and that's why this is just so hard to believe. I looked to my side and saw Sawyer and Troye gripping each other's hands in excitement which made me smile.

The doctor squirted the cold jelly onto my skin causing a shiver to run down my spine. As she pushed the wand down I felt my bladder built with pressure.

I looked at the doctor expectingly but she stayed focused staring at the small black and white screen.

"Okay are you ready to see your baby?" She said with a smile. I nodded blankly and watched as she pushed the screen in my direction and there it was. It was definitely a baby.

Sawyer gasped and pointed at its head with a smile but I looked away. This was all to real.

"Would you like to find out the sex?" I looked panically at Sawyer and begged her to make the decision. The doctor followed my eyes and waited for my younger sister to answer.

"ah- um sure, yeah sure." She said flustered. Troye squeezed her hand tighter and looked at me with a comforting smile which i tried to return.

"So if you look right here-" the doctor pointed at the image and my eyes rose to attention. "We can tell that you're having a girl." Sawyer looked at me excitedly and a happy laugh finally escaped my mouth. "Sooo you have a very healthy four month old baby girl." The doctor said with a smile.