Easy on me (Y/N)

Chapter 6

Y/N's POV:
Today I have an interview as my book has finally been approved. I haven't seen Lizzie since that day, it's been 2 months. What has she been doing? I'm incredibly nervous. I'm sat backstage in sheer panic. What am I doing? What if no one reads it? What if no one cares?

Lizzie's POV:
"She needs you," Ash starts as I pick up my phone.
"I'm outside. Give me 2 minutes," I assure her. When I walk in Y/N is sat staring at the wall I walk over to her.
"I know I shouldn't be here but I really don't care. What do you need?" I check. Her breathing just gets heavier and she clutches at her chest. This is bad. What can I do? Think Lizzie. Make her hold her breath. Before I know what I'm doing I'm pressing my lips against hers. I read it somewhere so let's see if it works. We both sink into it until she pulls back.
"Why did you do that?" She asks blushing.
"Your breathing is fine now. I uh wanted to give you something I guess as a book launch present," I state handing her a beautiful necklace with a T inscribed in the back for Tommy.
"It's beautiful thank you."
"I've also written all over your draft of your book. It's just my thoughts as I went along. This book is phenomenal. It broke my heart and fixed it all at the same time. Tommy is one lucky boy to have you as mother," I ramble still madly in love with the woman in front of me.
"Thank you. I'll read it when I have time," Y/N blushes.

"I miss you. I know it's unfair to say that but I do. I miss my best friend. I miss the way you laugh and smile. I just miss everything about you. I really miss Tommy too," I admit. Say something? Say you'll fight for me.
"I need to tell you something or ask you something. You're definitely going to marry Robbie right? There's no doubts about me?" Y/N questions looking me directly in the eyes.
"Of course there are but I think so yeah. Why?" I ask. Say you won't give up. Please.
"Well if you were certain I was going to ask if it was ok if-," Y/N starts.
"You brought a date to my wedding ," I finish.
"Yeah I mean i need to move on you're getting married," Y/N mumbles sadly.
"No it's not ok," I refuse.
"It's not fair you get to be happy but I don't. You chose him," Y/N yells.
"Because you told me to," I shout.
"No I said I didn't want him in my life," Y/N sighs.
"You didn't fight for me and you promised to," I cry.
"Because you're engaged Lizzie or did you forget. God your memory is selective. You love it don't you? Two people fighting over you. Well I'm done being a second choice," Y/N laughs.
"You left me remember. You chose to leave me. He fixed what you broke," I challenge her.
"Well stay with him then. And stop messing with my head. I'm working my ass off to get over you. Stop drawing me back in," Y/N pleads.
"If that's what you really want fine. Be with your second choice be happy with that because you can't have me," I smirk. She looks like she's about to snap. Is it bad I find her really sexy when she's angry? Kiss me.
"Get the fuck out now. I'm done Lizzie. I don't need you or your mind games anymore. You never loved me. Not really. You were in love with the idea of me," Y/N shouts.
"Don't say that don't you dare say that. I love you. I always have. I always will. All I wanted was for you to say you'd fight for me because I will always do the same for you. Read those notes and tell me that I don't love you," I yell throwing the draft back at her storming out. Fuck I miss her.

Y/N's POV:
"Please Welcome Y/N Y/L/N," Graham introduces me. I walk out to a lot of cheers.
"Thank you very much for having me," i start.
"So Y/N you went MIA after starring in two of the highest grossing films of all time and missed both movie premieres. Can you tell us what happened?" Graham inquires. I take a deep breath.
"A day after I finished shooting Endgame I found out I had Breast Cancer. I left everyone I loved so they didn't have to see me deteriorate and moved to London. I left the love of my life so she didn't have to watch me die. Because technically I died twice. I've been in remission for over a year and I decided once I was to have a baby. I wanted to have a family while I still can. So just over 3 months ago I gave birth to a baby boy called Tommy. I know this is a lot to take in so I wrote it down in a book," I explain trying not to ramble.
"That's a lot of information to process. So have you reunited with the love of your life?" Graham checks.
"No she's engaged and she deserves to be happy. I hurt her when I left beyond repair. It doesn't mean I don't still love her though I always will. It's time I moved on," I sigh making the crowd respond in sympathy.
"How is the love life?" Graham smirks.
"Non-existent but maybe I'll find someone," I reply hopeful.
"Can we meet your little one?" Graham requests. I walk backstage and get Tommy from Ashley.
"Everyone this is Tommy." We chat a little bit about Tommy as everyone swoons over how cute he is.
"Thank you so much Y/N Y/L/N. Her brand new book 'Easy on Me' hits the shelves next months make sure you grab a copy," Graham finishes the interview. Tommy and I wave at the camera.

I walk backstage and nearly walking straight into one of the most beautiful women I have ever seen.
"I'm so sorry," I apologise.
"Don't be. Oh my god he's so cute. Can I hold him?" The familiar beautiful woman requests.
"Please," I invite her handing him over.
"I listened to your interview. Your ex is an idiot for not getting back with you," she assures me.
"Thank you," I blush.
"I'm Victoria by the way," She greets me.
"Y/N. You're the one in You right? And haunting of hill house? I love both of those shows. How did you get into that genre?" I ask genuinely interested.
"What are you doing now? Why don't we get some dinner and I'll tell you all about it? Only on the condition you bring Tommy with you. He's your main selling point," she smirks.
"Ok I'm in," I agree.

Author's Note: The drama is only just beginning.