MAP #1: I Wrote This Under The Tree

Emotionally Tired

Here I am lying on my bed,
Wishing I can go back time when I was just a kid;
No stress, no problems, just playing along,
The last time I felt happy... it's bit too long.

I don't have the courage to do something,
I am drowned but I don't feel like saving myself;
Instead of living, I thought of leaving,
My heart is as weak as the oldest book in a shelf.

I felt numb, not feeling lively,
Outside complete but inside empty;
Is this my role in life... to be a sappy?
God I'm begging you, just for once make me feel happy.

-Marxx Archer