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JUNGKOOK'S POV

Dad's condition got even worse,
the doctor said he had relapse and
would have to stay until they were
sure that he wasn't in any
imminent danger.

It's only been two days since I
arrived back here and I was regretting it already. Everything
was beginning to get inside my
head staying back at the house
made it even more worse. I don't know how long I sat at my casual
dark spot in the bar, the music... strong alcohol was all I needed to drown myself in.

I order another shot of tequila
and I drink it in a single take.

“Do you need anything else?” The stripper smacked her gums asked practically shoving her huge fake
tits in my face, I wondered how
she walks around with that
without toppling over from their weight.

“Fuck off.” The icy look I sent her
was enough to send her on her
way mumbling something that
closely sounded like 'your loss' It
was hard to believe the fact that
I've I haven't gotten laid in six
fucking whole years.

SHE really fucked me up for good.

My body and mind craved what
only she could provide, no other
woman could get me even half as
hard enough as my erotic dreams
about her did. It wasn't like I
haven't tried, but I always never
could go through with it without feeling repulsed. Jerking myself off  with her images in my head
was the only option whenever the need becomes too great, which happen very much often. It was enough to get me off but not at the mental level.

My phone rang aloud, a deep
scowled settled on my face almost
immediately as I stared at the
caller ID, I contemplated
answering it or not but gave in at
the end.

Being so drunk in returning to
home so late at night was the last thing I wanted in this cold rainy
night.

He had spoken some shit about a
parcel or some stuff over the
phone which was going to be delivered at our house. He didn't specify the contents he only mentioned that it couldn't wait.

I found it to be a strange enough
request, I mean why should be our
family house of all the goddamned
places? I didn't get the time to ask
him about it when he'd fucking
hung up on me, one of these days
I might just kill him for real.

As much as I would have told him
to go fuck himself this was a work
related and if there's one thing we
never do is to mix personal feuds
in the business.

It was a miracle how I got home in one piece with all the many shots of alcohol buzzing in my system. I pushed the door open, the entire house was completely dark, the power was out due to the heavy rainstorm. Squinting my eyes to try to adjust the darkness, at the same time a brief flash of lightening went passed.

I stood frozen into my spot.

I'll be damned at the sight before
me.

Weather or not I was hallucinating
which is what I'm sure as hell is
happening at this moment.

I didn't want this vision to go...
disappear into a million pieces just like it had all done so many times.
But it doesn't feel like a dream, it
was a realistic thing I've ever felt
in the longest time.

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