Lauren and I were sitting on her couch watching Acrimony eating ice-cream. I was watching the movie, but my mind was elsewhere. This past week has been so uncomfortable due to the fact that Dr. Knowles was literally acting like we weren't about to fuck.
To make matters worse one day I caught her and Cardi out to lunch. Lauren and I were across the street at a Taco place when I saw the same black matte range pull up. She hopped out the truck and opened the door for her and everything.
I can admit I had an attitude about it, I became extremely standoffish from her. She made me feel so small and ignorant. I started taking up more general surgeries this week, due to the fact I couldn't stand being around her. For Christ sake I was getting punished for being a virgin!
"Nic-Nac you alright?"
"Uhhh...Nah." I pulled the cover back and turned to Lo, she was on the other end of the couch with ice cream on her top lip.
"You're scaring me Nic..."
Deep down inside I just prayed I did not regret telling Lauren what I'm about to say.
"Remember that night I had dinner with Dr. Knowles..."
"Mhmm. The dinner I told you not to go on. You never told me how that went."
"Well long story short we kissed that night..."
"Continue. "Lauren said folding her arms across her chest
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"And last week we uhhh.. Kissed again... And uhmm we got to doing somethings. And uhhhhh she found out that I was virgin. And basically, she gave me the whole 'I think you should save this for someone special' bullshit. And I feel so stupid-"
"ONIKA DID I NOT TELL YOU NOT TO GET KAHOOTS WITH THAT WOMAN!"
"LO-"
"NO NICKI! I warned you not once but FOUR TIMES to stay away from her!"
"WHY LO? WHAT ARE YOU HIDING? YOUR SUPPOSE TO BE MY FRIEND!"
"I AM YOUR FRIEND NIKA!"
"WELL FROM THIS ANGLE YOUR NOT LOOKING LIKE ONE!"
"What's that supposed to mean Nicki?"
"Goodbye Lauren..." I picked up my phone and house keys leaving out Lauren's place, hoping that she would at least stop me and tell me something that I needed to know. But she did not, which made me realize that she picked a side.
I was so frustrated I wanted to cry. I'm a Sagittarius so I cry first then cause damage later.
I was fumbling looking for my uber app when a text message notification pinged off my phone.
