ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕤𝕖 ℍ𝕦𝕕𝕤𝕠𝕟 (𝔸𝕜𝕒 ℍ𝕦𝕕𝕕𝕪) 𝕀𝕞𝕒𝕘𝕚𝕟𝕖𝕤 ❤︎☠︎︎

Insecure (・_・)

I knocked on the Hudson house's door and chases mom opened the door. 

"Hey y/n thanks so much for coming. I don't know what's wrong with him, he won't come out of his room and I think he's been crying. He's worrying me. I told him you were coming over and that seemed to cheer him up a bit." 

I nodded "okay Mrs. Hudson." I went up the stairs and to Chase's room. I went to open the door but it was locked. I knocked and heard "I'm only opening the door if it's y/n" 

"Well open the door silly" I said and a few seconds later I heard the door unlock and chase opened it. His face was red and he most definitely was crying. He looks so tired and unhappy. 

"Oh chasey" I said sympatheticly while I wrapped my arms around his neck while his hands went on my waist. "What's wrong baby?" He sniffed a few times and I shut the door behind us. 

We sat on the bed and chase buried his head in his hands and I rubbed his back. He started shaking and I knew he was crying again. "Baby, come on, don't cry. Tell me what happened" I said quietly. 

He lifted his head and rested it on my shoulder which caused me to lay my head on top of his. 

"W-well every picture I post gets tons of hate comments and they h-hurt me. I'm starting to believe them. I do look like a chopstick and my nose is so ugly. I hate m-my smile. I hate myself. I can't handle it anymore, I c-cant do this anymore." He said and I felt his tears fall on my shoulder. I lifted his head up and layed us back so I'm laying on my back with him on his stomach and his head on my chest. I run my fingers through his hair cause it calms him and I just love doing it anyway. 

"Baby, don't believe any of the hate comments you get. None of them are true. Don't hate yourself chase, your the sweetest person I know. Your so kind and funny and adorable. Your so talented and loving.I love your smile and your nose is perfect. Your laugh is music to my ears. Your not built like a chopstick your just a skinny guy, which is perfectly fine. Your legs are awesome and Your hair is so amazing and your skin is so perfect and so soft. Your hands are so gentle and I love the way you paint your nails black. You don't have to worry what they think about you baby, people will always hate, you just have to try to ignore them and remember your perfect the way you are. I love every single thing about you Chase. Every single fucking thing. Your legs, your arms, your beautiful eyes and killer smile, your perfect and I love you just the way you are." I said. 

He picked his head up from my chest and kissed me on the lips.

"Oh yeah, that's another thing, I love how you kiss me with those little pink lips of yours. " I said with a smile. He chuckled and put his head back on my chest.

"I love you so much y/n. So damn much. I don't know what I did to deserve you. Your the best thing that's ever happened to me." 

"And your the best thing that's ever happened to me." I giggled and he chuckled once again. 

"Come on let's take a nap, you need to get some sleep, you look like you haven't slept in days." I told him.

"Okay" he said "fine with me" 

And with that we fel asleep.

A/n: love ur body ❤️