ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕤𝕖 ℍ𝕦𝕕𝕤𝕠𝕟 (𝔸𝕜𝕒 ℍ𝕦𝕕𝕕𝕪) 𝕀𝕞𝕒𝕘𝕚𝕟𝕖𝕤 ❤︎☠︎︎

Oh, baby

⚠️ trigger warning ⚠️ don't read If u get triggered easily!!⚠️

For about the last week I've noticed that Chase has ate less and hasn't been posting as much. He's been staying off his phone a lot of the time and he always seems tired. Today I'm going to confront him about it, I can't stand to see him like this much longer.

"Come in." Chase says as I knock on his door. I walk in and see him laying on his bed, staring at the ceiling. I sit next to him and he lays his head on my lap. I run my fingers through his hair, massaging his head as he lightly traces the scars on my forearms and wrists. 

"Chase, we need to talk. You've been different baby. I don't know what's wrong with you but I wanna help. Chase you have to know that I'm here for you okay? Always and forever. Please tell me what's wrong baby." 

I feel something wet drip on my legs and I realize that he's crying. "Oh, baby. You can tell me." I sooth.

"It's j-jus all the hate. I d-don't under- understand why they hate me so much. Y/n, they all hate me. I don't know what to do. And now I'm gonna have scars like you a-and" 

"Wait what? Chase, what do you mean you're going to have scars like me?" I question hoping to God he's not talking about what I think he is. 

He slowly rolls up the sleeve of his hoodie and I gasp when I see a couple small cuts on his forearm. "Chase!" 

"I-I'm sorry. It just g-got to be too much." He whimpers. I hug him extra tight and kiss his forehead. I gently lift his arm to my lips and ever so gently kiss each of his cuts, Him watching my every move.

"Chase, why would you do this? You can't take it back now. You know how I was before I met you. I made mistakes, some will never go away. Why chase? Just why?" It hurts me so much to know he did this. 

"It's just so much y/n. I'm ugly and I'm puny. I look like a god damn chopstick. And you could do so much better than me. You could have anyone and you choose me? I don't get it. And I-" 

"Chase, stop! Your perfect just the way you are okay. You are loved by a whole bunch of people, myself included. You don't look like a chopstick, your perfectly built. I love you the way you are. Chase you have to remember that they're just jealous." He nods slowly and rolls his sleeve back down. 

"I love you y/n. I'm so sorry." 

"It's okay baby. Just promise me this won't happen again. Promise me that if you ever feel like this again you'll tell me okay?" 

"Okay." He says quietly. 

I rub his back and play with his hair while whispering sweet nothings in his ear til he falls asleep. Once he's asleep I open Instagram and make a video, not worrying about waking him up since he's a deep sleeper. 

"Hi guys. So I have news. I just found out chase cut himself because all the hate you so called fans are giving him. And he didn't even care. He just said that he's like me now. Which is fucking insane! You guys are supposed to support him not bring him down. I'm deeply disappointed in all of you. Driving him to do this. Crazy! This boy is perfect in so many ways and you people criticize him all the damn time! Well I have a question for all of you haters. How would you feel if chase said those things to you? How would YOU feel if bunches and bunches of strangers you've never even met hated you and constantly brought you down? I know the answer. You wouldn't fucking like it. So imagine how he feels right now. And stop hating on him because you're bored or whatever reason why you do this. Be a better person. Be better people. The world can't handle more hate, you guys will be our downfall. Please guys, stop." 

I post the video on all of my social media platforms deciding that I need to really get the message out. I will make him better. 

~~One month later~~

Chase is happy and healthy again. He hasn't cut again and his old cuts are healed, thank God the scars aren't very visible unless your really looking. 

The hate hasn't stopped but it definitely has slowed since I posted the video. 

he haven't been as active on the media either, but neither have I though we are both getting back to normal.

And chase thanked me about a hundred million times for posting that and helping him through this. But I just told him it wasn't a problem and that'd I'd do anything for him because I love him. And that's the solid truth.

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A/n: hey guys I hoped you liked this one. And I hope you guys are all showing love to one another and being kind. We need more kindness in a world like this. 

I also wanna say that I'm not in any way suggesting that Chase Hudson actually cuts, I was writing fiction for your guy's entertainment so don't think anything more of it than that. 

As always if you need to talk I'll always listen. Just message me and don't forget to vote on ur favs. ❤️✨