09.08.2020
As I lie in bed, surrounded by darkness and blanketed by silence. I've been thinking of how I lived my life up until now.
My hobbies were a distraction. I offer advice and comfort when I needed it myself. I've tried hard on my studies even though I don't know how to proceed later on. I've laugh but quickly forgotten why.
Since when have I become like this? Losing my passion, my interests for an ambition, letting loose of my emotions and living life to the fullest.
Up until now, I realize that I have been just drifting along the flow. Always have my guard up, always putting on a facade that I lost sight of myself.
I don't know what I like, hate, despise, or wanted anymore. I don't know why I'm living my life.
And yet I my heart felt heavy and my emotions are raging with tears threatening to spill but not a single drop has came.
Coming to the point where I want to let out everything but even doing that is impossible.
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Just Thoughts
AléatoireA collection of thoughts and ideas that just came about one overthinking day. Nothing too important. Maybe a few realizations and more unanswered questions. Enjoy. Or perhaps not.
