YOU ARE MY LIGHT

Chapter 1

Carson
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As I open my eyes and stare at my wall, I feel stuck. But I can still move my fingers. I can still walk and wiggle my toes. Odd right...

After just staying there for a while, I finally get up and get ready for school, and I can already get the feeling today is gonna be just another day with no excitement, no happiness just plain as I would like to put it.

As soon as I'm ready, I'm out the door not even thinking about having breakfast I'm already curvy as it is no need to add more to them. And I know I shouldn't, but what's just skipping one meal gonna do if I eat the rest of the day like normal. Well sometimes I eat right and sometimes I just... Forget

As soon as I'm in my car I start it up, but before I leave I put on some music from my favourite playlist.

Now I can start my to drive to school with so much "excitement" ya let's go with that lie today.

As soon as I get to the school I notice that someone has taken my parking spot. Wow this day is already starting off so undeniably wrong as I predicted, and it's barley seven a.m. god how I hate it here.

As I pull up to go looking for a different parking spot I see the person who stole my usual spot getting out of their car.

Let's see who this is.
Okay so it's a he, and he's obviously new because I have never seen him around here. He looks nicely built and has an okay style. Has a look on his face that's saids stay away from me. Oh and his car-

"What are you staring at!?" I hear a voice snap at me. I am now realizing that it came from him, the guy who stole my spot.
Oh if he thinks that he's gonna talk to me that way after he stole MY SPOT he's got another thing coming. Asshole

"I'm staring at this shit head idiot who stole my fucking spot. What about you?" I ask sarcastically crossing my arms and raising my eyebrows at him.
He saids nothing.
"Well?" I snap at him and that makes him instantly go full force at me.

"I don't see a name on it and if it doesn't have your name on it then I guess it's not yours, and you don't own it."

"Who the fuck do you think you are, I paid for it, go find a different one thats not being used instead of taking someone's already paid one."

"You do got a point love but-."

"Don't fucking call me that." I instantly snap at him after he said the one four letter word that haunts me in my sleep every night.

"Ok then person I don't fucking know I did pay for this spot, and twice as much so they would give me it and guess what..."

I already know what his answer is going to be the school will do anything to get there hands on any kind of money so I know they accepted his offer. So before he has a chance to even say anything I drive off wanting to just forget all that just happened. The dude really couldn't go pay for an empty spot; he just had to have mine.

I go park in one of the ones that are farther from the school that are not paid for because well there far which doesn't make sense but Im not gonna think about that. I just need to park and get inside the school before I'm late.

Once I find a spot and park I start running because I have three minutes till the bell rings and my stupid teacher locks me out.

Once I'm inside I head for my first class. I just barely make it inside. Like right as the bell rings I walk in and my teacher closes the door.

"Right on time Mrs Armando." She saids as I walk to my desk.

"Yup aren't you proud of how far I've come. First to never being on time and now to just barely making but still making it. I think I deserve a raise in my grade for that don't yuh think."

"I think not. Go take your seat." She saids then starts talking to the class about the next assignment.

And that's my queue to put my headphones on. Goodnight class I don't care about.

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"Hey wake up." I hear someone saying to me then I hear the bell ring.

"Alright class dismissed." The teacher tells the class

"Huh"

"Class is over." I hear someone say

I look up to see who's talking to me. Oh hell no. I quickly sit up and start to gather my things while he just stands there

"A thank you would definitely suffice right about now. Don't yuh think?" He says crossing his arms and raising his eyebrow at me  like he really does deserve one.

"I don't think that's needed." I say

"Oh but it is."

"Oh but it's not."

"I woke you up."

"And?"

"And I think that means I deserve a thank you from that smart mouth of yours."

"Again Who-The-Fuck do you think you are. You deserve nothing after this morning, now if you could move out of my way." I wave my hand signalling him to move.

He finally steps aside.

I start to get up but as I take a step I trip on the leg of my chair and lose my balance and I know I'm going to fall and eat it, but before I fall I feel two hands wrap around my waist catching me before I hit the ground.

"Woah there, Now I really think I deserve a thank you." He laughs. I don't.

I start to find my footing and then I shove his hands off me.

"In-Your-Fucking-dreams." I say inches away from his face looking strait into his chocolate brown eyes.

Wow he has nice eyes. wait! no I can't think like that about anyone like that ever again especially him.

I finally turn and walk out of there and head to my next class.

The day is such a bore it's all the same shit everyday. I can't wait to leave here next year. And finally start to live my life.

I'm walking out and heading to my car ready to go get food when I see someone by my car. Oh hell no not this asshole again.

"Why? Why me?" I say to myself in disbelief that this is happening to me.

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Finished writing
11/8/21

I am giving up on you excite me I kind of am not enjoying it and not liking anything i'm writing so I decided to start something different I hope this one is better than the first one. I'm actually surprised with what I wrote I'm more content with it than my first chapter in you excite me. I still haven't figured out what I'm going to title this book or put as the cover but I'll figure it out as I'm writing it. My life's just a bit hectic and I'm trying to focus on school but I still wanna write so plz bare with me here and it would mean a lot if you would recommend ppl to come read to just give feadback because this is something I'm possibly going to purse as a career and would love to hear feedback on my work, good or bad.

The title and cover are a temporary thing it's just something I made up fast so I could start to publish this but within time I will change them to something better.

Anyways I hope you enjoy and there may or may not be smut in the future...
We will see

Have a good day my beautiful people;)

Currently still Going through editing

Also gonna add songs to the chapters bc I want ppl to listen to them it has nothing to do with the book I just like to recommend banger songs.