Carson
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We finished eating dinner. We're now heading back to my room, so Sam can get his things and go home. I'm still very confused about what we did. What it meant for me? What it meant to him? so many questions unanswered.
And I'm about to ask Sam about what we did, but he has different plans. And pulls me into my room. Shuts the door and pushes me up against it. Smashing his lips to mine. And I instantly respond and kiss him back. And Jesus, His lips, God his lips are so soft. I wish I could kiss them forever. I wish I could stay like this with him forever in this moment. Because right now all I feel is happy.
He starts to bring his hands down to my waist then my hips, squeezing them. He goes lower to the backs of my thighs and hauls me up and I instantly wrap my legs around him. We still haven't broken the kiss. He presses me harder into the door and in doing that he rubs himself against my pelvis and I moan from the instant pleasure that little movement just gave me.
He pulls away finally. "Dios, tus malditos labios Carson." he breathes heavily. His forehead against mine. Our noses side by side. I love his Spanish accent
(Translation: God, your fucking lips Carson)
I kind of understood him. The only thing I got from that was, God and lips. The rest I'm not too sure of. I mostly understand Spanish when my mom speaks it, but from other people it's harder I don't know why. Just how my brain works.
"What does that mean?" I ask
And all he does is chuckle. I pull back and glare at him. Crossing my arms.
"Tell me" I insist
"No"
"Ass" I respond, and he just smiles.
Seeing his deep dimples and eyes sparkle, and I just can't help it. I smile right back at him, shaking my head at him.
"Sam" I pause for a moment. "What are we doing?" I ask all serious now because really, what are we doing? What does this mean?
"I don't know." he whispers, leaning his forehead against mine "But all I know is that I don't want it to stop."
"Me neither" I answer in a whisper
And he responds by kissing me so softly. Only once then pulls away and starts laughing again. "What's funny?" I ask confused
"We are" he says
"Meaning us?" I say still confused
"Yes, meaning us." He chuckles. "Just a couple days ago you hated me. Now look at us." He said referring to the position we are in.
He's right the first day I met him he became someone I disliked, and now? we were kissing like maniacs. Wow how the table really did turn.
"Were an enemy to lover's story like in the books." I say excited
"Yeah, I guess we are." he says laughing at me
"Okay, put me down you need to get home."
"I don't want to put you down and I don't want to go home either. I want to stay with you." he says putting his forehead against mine
"Yeah, I wish you could, but you have your own family to get home to."
"Okay fine I'll go." He lets me go and my legs slide down his body, but we run into another problem. He won't let go of my waist.
"Sam, you have to let go all the way."
He stares into my eyes. "No"
"No?"
"No" he says again
"Your so clingy who would've known."
"Am not"
"Okay then let me go and go home."
"Do I at least get a kiss before I go."
"Maybe"
"Maybe?"
"Yeah, now let go."
He lets go finally, and I immediately wrap my hand around him and crush my lips onto him.
"Hell yes." He Said's. Then kisses me again getting deeper and deeper, but before we can get any further, I pull away.
"What wait"
"Nope" I say while smiling at him
"Carson" he whines
"Sam" I mock his whine. "You can come by tomorrow."
"You are such a tease."
"And what are you going to do about it?" I raise my eyebrows at him.
"Absolutely nothing" He Said's smirking at me.
He grabs his things and we both head downstairs. I open the door for him, but before he walks out, he pulls me into a hug. holding my head to his chest squeezing me so tight and I shed one tear because this is the happiest I've been in a really long time, and I really don't know what I would be doing right now if Sam hadn't come into my life. I could really get used to this, but usually for me all good things come to an end so I'm not going to try to hope for anything I'm just going to go with the flow and see where that leads me.
"Adios hermosa" he whispers into my ear.
(Translation: bye beautiful)
I think he said bye. "Did you say bye?" I ask him
"Yes" he says pulling away and smiling at me. and I smile right back at him.
"Adios" I whisper and hug him tight one more time. "Okay go" I pull away and lead him out the door." He starts to walk out. I watch him walk away, but then his whole-body halts. He turns around facing me.
"What's wrong?" I ask him
He doesn't respond. He just starts running back to me, and before I know it, he picks me up giving me the most breathtaking kiss, but just as I go to kiss his lips again, He's gone pulling away and walking towards his car.
"Tease" I yell at him.
"Paybacks a bitch, bye hermosa." he yells out his window as he drives away. Something tells me he didn't tell me the full meaning of what he said means. I would google it, but I don't know how to spell it. I really need to learn more of my language.
(Translation: bye beautiful)
I head inside up the stairs to my room. Get ready for bed. taking off my jeans and next my shirt only in my bra and underwear. I prefer to sleep like this because it gets too hot at night and then if it gets too cold, I can just snuggle into my blanket and I love it. I do sage wish I had Sam instead though, but he has a home and a family. I can't keep him from them.
I soon get into bed after washing my face and pulling my hair up into a ponytail. Pulling the covers over me, I close my eyes and start to think about how not once today did I even think about what I ate and how I didn't even care I just wanted to be with Sam and look at his smile because whenever he smiled, I smiled, and I feel on top of the world whenever I smile without forcing it. And for the first time in a year, I go to sleep with the biggest smile on my face, and this time I actually sleep through the whole night.
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03-5-2022
Short chapter because I am very busy with school atm so hope this keeps u guys content for a little, while I work on somethings.
Anyways enough about me what did you think about this chapter??
And is there anything you would like to see???
Anything I need to fix?? Just let me know and I'll go edit somethings I missed
Question of the day :)
What is your favourite song atm???
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BY- Floyd
Reason is bc it was giving declan and iris vibes from the book terms and conditions which I just finished reading.
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