YOU ARE MY LIGHT

Chapter 2

Sam
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I'm sitting here still thinking about how stupid this is. Something about her is just very intriguing that I'm kinda being drawn to her, but I think that's just because she's the only person who's ever stood up to me before and challenged me. At my old school people would be scared to even look at me and let alone talk back or even speak to me was not done.

This is stupid. I don't know why I thought I could try to change I'm just gonna go before she sees me.

"What the actual fuck." I hear someone say and once I hear that voice I instantly know who it is.

Shit.

She walks straight to her driver door passing me, but before she opens it I get in her way. Might as well get this over with.

She takes a step back.

"Move." She gives me a deadly look.

"Here," is all I say as I pull my hand out to give her headphones back that she dropped when she tripped.

She looks at my hand then into my eyes and glares at me like I did something wrong.

Well I did kind of take her parking spot and it looks like she's still pissed, whoops

She quickly snaps her headphones out of my hands then shoves me out of the way and begins to get in her car but before she closes the door I block her way.

"I believe that's three thank yous now that you owe me now."

"Like I said, In your fucking dreams."

She quickly shoves me out of the way and shuts her door and drives away.

Someone's moody, guess I better start dreaming.

Well this was a very eventful first day. As soon as she's out of view I start to head to my car to go home. But how I wish I could go anywhere but there.

The house has just been quiet

We moved here because I was expelled from every school from my last city and we all just decided it would be a good idea to start over and begin fresh

And that's what I'm trying to do because I really don't want a repeat of what happened last time so I'm willing to give it a try to change.

I love my mom and baby sister and it's because of them that I'm going to do this and willing to try for them. I'm doing this only for them.

I wasn't always like this we used to be a happy family without problems until my dad left us about a year ago. He just disappeared and didn't even say goodbye which is what was confusing because we were a happy family we got along. My parents didn't fight they loved each other very much yet he still left us, his wife, his children, and to this day we still don't know why and haven't seen him since. It was just out of the blue.

We thought he was kidnapped for a while, but we were so in denial that that's all we could believe, and not until about a few months ago both me and my mom were done with believing he was taken I mean for fucksakes all his cloths were gone and all his belongings too and to top it all off his wedding ring was left right on the table that we used to eat at all together as a family with a piece of paper that just said I'm sorry

It was just hard to believe that he actually left us, that it literally took a whole year for both me and my mom to realize what he did to us. To our family.

It affected mostly me, my sister she could care less she didn't believe he was taken she believed all along that he left us. And later on me and my mom agreed with her.

And you know sometimes I wish he would come back and we could go back to how it used to be, but I know that, that one mistake that he made could never be taken back and I will never forgive him If he ever came back at any point in my life.

He broke us when we were a happy and healthy family. All for who knows what probably another family but I guess we'll never know because he didn't even leave us a full note to explain what he'd done or why he did what he did.

God I fucking hate him.

He ruined us.

He ruined me.

And I will forever hate him for that.

I need to go somewhere to clear my head before I can even think of going home or I'll be moody towards my mom and sister and all because I started to think of him.

I'm just gonna drive around and explore the new town.

I do need to find the pet store. We're about to run out of food for Harley my golden retriever.

As I go to turn on my car I notice no one's here anymore have I really been just sitting here for that long that the school parking lot is completely empty. Wow how time flies when you begin to think to yourself.

I start up my car and begin to drive to where? I don't know?

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11/15/21

This was a short one lol anyways I got a little more in depth about Sam's past and his personality hope you guys like this chapter.

Would love to hear any feedback

Love A.N

Have a good day or night my beautiful people <3

Currently still going through editing