one shots / Slaxl

You Are My Everything

  1 June 1989

  Me and Slash are with the boys at Duff's house. It's the most important day of my life. I've been planning this for months. We are listening to music and talking on the couch while Duff is making us lasagna

  "Slash," I said looking at him. Everyone knew what I was about to say and do and they were all excited about it

  " Yes, baby?"

  " Do you remember at what age we met?"

  " Yeah, I was 18 and you had just turned 22 "

  " Exactly, and now we have..?"

  " 23 and 27, why? Do you think I don't know when it's your birthday or mine? "

  " I know you know but... have I ever told you how much you mean to me?"

" Yeah? Have you done something? It's okay I will not judge "

" No.. I want just to remember to you the fact that I love you and I will always be there for you "
 
" I love you too but what did you do? Did you broke something? Killed my precious snake? If you did that I will kill you  "

" No, I didn't, Sammy is safe  "

" Oh thank God  " I rolled my eyes

" Remember the first time we had sex? "

" Yes, I can't never forget that. You started crying and I helped you stop from having a panic attack, so it's pretty hard to forget... "

" Yeah, yeah that's not the important part. So the first time we did it, in that night I fell madly in love with you-"

" Axl, if you cheated on me I will cry but it's okay  "

" What? I can't never do that asshole "

" Then what is it? You're not a sentimental guy "

  " Over the last years, I feel more and more in love with you. You are and were the only person I want/ wanted next to me. You are the only one who I gave myself to. You are the only person I always want to wake up next to. I did mistakes and I remember them all but the biggest mistake is that I waited two years to tell you how I felt. You are my everything, you are the reason that I live. I have so much respect for you as a person and as a musician. The way you play guitar makes me cry every time. It's so special and I want to hear it until I die. If you want me to kill myself or to kill someone I will only and only for you. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. But I want to know you feel the same. So I will ask you this  " I said, sitting on one knee. I took out the box where the ring was and looked at Slash who looked shocked and started crying

" I'm such a bitch here for crying  " the boys started laughing. Duff was looking at us with his lasagna on the table

" Saul Hudson... Do you want to spend the rest of your life with a bipolar, depressed manic who sings and will always try to make you feel like the most important person in the world?

" Yes, yes of course I want baby! I love so, so much! " I put the ring on his finger and kissed him. I could feel the hot tears on his face. The boys started clapping. After the kiss, Saul hugged me

  " I will never get this ring off my hand " I kissed his hand

" I hope you won't,  " I said smiling

  We hugged with the boys too and after I looked at Izzy who had tears in his eyes

  " Are you okay?" I ask

  " I'm so happy for you Billy! You deserve him and he deserves you! " I hugged him tight, it meant so much to me to hear Izzy saying this.

  We ate, laughed and we sang some songs. Duff's lasagna was the best thing I've ever eaten. When the evening came we went home and made love until the morning