one shots / Slaxl

Are we meant to be together ?

  09.08.1985

" Baby, come on! Let's get ready for the party " said Traci from the living room. Me and Traci are together for 5 months now and I am standing in his house. We do parties every weekend and I am always drinking too much that sometimes I end up dancing on fucking tables or sleeping on the floor but not this time. This time I wanted to be different, I'm not getting drunk, not now, I can't do this to Traci. Sometimes he gets jealous and I don't want to have another fight with him. The party starts in one hour, Izzy has some " work  "that he need to necessarily solve .

  " Now baby, let me get my hair done"

   " Your hair looks fucking amazing like that, stop being girly" he was just joking around but I started to feel insecure

  " Amazing joke Traci, fuck off"

  " Come on baby, don't be sad, you know I love you "

  " I'm staying here, go and take the drinks alone"

  " Please..."

  " No, I said no"

  " Okay Ax, I'm not going to argue with you now, I'm out". I was standing in the middle of the house and I was looking at myself in the mirror.

" What if Traci is right? Do I need to take the makeup off? Am I ugly? No... I think are the clothes that make me look more feminine. I hate how I look, I look like a girl and not a pretty one."

  I got in the bathroom and I started crying . I hate crying , I'm tough . People will see me like this, I can't be vulnerable. I took the make-up off my face and I dressed with some leather pants and a t-shirt. I turned on the tv. I don't know what time it was but I heard Traci talking with people outside. I opened the door and people started walking past me

  " Hi Axl!"

  " Yo dude, what's up man?" said Luke

  " Axl, you look so sexy right now" said a groupie

  " Fuck me Axl" said other girl

  " I got the drinks, let's get shit face together"

  "Not today Jimmy"

  " Axl isn't drinking tonight?" asked a blonde with a beer in her hand

  " Yes I will drink but not to much"

  All the people got inside and the music was really loud, Traci put the cocaine on the table and in 5 seconds the table was like new. I took 2 lines too and I started drinking shots with Jimmy. In the middle of the night Traci came at me and said

  " Ax, I want you to meet somebody, he is Slash, Slash this is Axl. My boyfriend" whispered him the last part

  " HI! I'm Slash!"

  " Axl" we looked at each other for some seconds before we shook hands. I looked down and I left. This Slash guy was so beautiful, I couldn't stop looking at him, his curly hair and those lips, he looked like an angel on earth , I got back in the couch and Traci said to me that he is going to take more booze with Jimmi and Luke and he will come back. In the second he left Slash came at me

  " Hi! Do you want a beer?"

  " Hi man! Yeah sure. Come here" I said making him space

  " At first I thought you were a girl" said him drinking from the bottle

  " And what if I was ? Would that be a problem?"

  " No, no you look perfect either way so it doesn't really matter" I smiled