here's another reason I add to the list.
it's drained and pained.
it holds no confidence.
it just wants to stop.
nothing will change.
it didn't change for her.
she won't leave.
I don't think she ever will.
years won't be easy when it hasn't even been one.
it'll hurt to leave, I'm sure.
yet it's healthier than staying.
you told it to her first.
I wasn't allowed to be in a situation where I couldn't love.
now why would you love me?
