Audios || KNJ 🔞

Chapter 13: A Collab?

Jung Haneul's POV

"Hey Ari, can I get your OB-GYN's number?" I asked, suddenly remembering about it, as the both of us ate together while also watching a netflix film in the living room.

She paused the movie and looked at me, raising her brow out of curiosity. "What's up? Are you okay?"

"Yeah, I am," I answered, mouth still with a little bit of my food. I swallowed it complete first before talking again. "I just want to do some check up and uhm..." I licked my lips, suddenly hesitating if I should inform her about it or not. Not that what I have in mind is something to be embarrassed about but rather because it's something related about me and Namjoon which I think is a bit personal. Letting her know of my intention opens the idea that me and Namjoon are having sex and that I'm really no longer a virgin.

It's a bit private but to think of it, she already knows everything about me ㅡ well not the part that I listen to audio porn.

"And?" She asked, waiting for me to continue.

"And I'll ask for birth control options too," I finally said it and she just nodded ㅡ not that I was also expecting for any reaction at all because again, something like this is not something to be shocked or embarrassed about.

Ari took her phone and just then, my phone lit up and vibrated from her message. It was her doctor's number and the number of her clinic. "Just call or text them up," she added and played the movie again.

I was glad she didn't ask any further questions like 'since when' or 'is he good' kind of questions about my sex life because honestly, I think I'm not that open to answer that and let her know of something too personal too me. It's too personal and important to me because Namjoon isn't just the guy who makes me feel so good and makes me cum multiple times, but rather, he is the guy that I gave my whole self to because I know to myself that he's a keeper.

I entrusted myself to him because I know that he is trust-worthy.

For me, sex is not just sex. Sex is when both your body, heart, mind, and soul become one with the person you're having sex with. I treat sex as something that once I offer and let myself do it with someone, I know that he is the right person worth giving myself to because the intercourse unites us. It just so happens that Namjoon is my first boyfriend and he also is the first man to make me want to surrender myself to.

After Ari and I ate together, she went up to her room to prepare herself for her work with a client while I stayed in the living room and watched another movie.

"Don't forget to grab the groceries, Han," Ari reminded me as she wore her shoes in front of the door.

"Yeah. When is Eunmi coming home anyway? I won't be able to bring all of the groceries home if I just commute."

Ari stood straight and tapped her feet on the ground, making sure that her shoes were secured. It's kind of like her habit after wearing her footwear.

"Oh, Eunmi is coming home late. I was thinking if maybe, you can ask Namjoon to come with you or at least pick you up."

I nodded. "Okay. I'll just ask him."

Ari smiled sweetly and puckered her lips for a distant kiss. "Thanks, Han. You're the best."

"Yeah, yeah. You should go now. Stay safe."

"Hmmm, you too," she said before finally going out of the house.

Honestly, all of my friends know how to drive except for me. I want to learn but I'm scared at the same time so it's like a one step forward and three steps back kind of decision for me to go to driving school. I want to learn, but I'm scared as fuck because I don't want to kill a person even if it's accidental.