muke//kissing in the rain

chapter 12

Michael sat in his dark room playing Fifa in yesterday's clothes. He hadn't bothered to take a shower in a few days, he just had no motivation to. His thoughts had been racing ever since like kissed him two weeks ago.

Michael knew he was bisexual, he'll, he'd known for a while. He didn't get much trouble for it; his friends were very supportive. Two of them were lesbians and one was pan. His parents accepted him, but they acted like it was a sin whenever Hannah was around. Hannah was the most homophobic person you could ever meet. After he came out when he was 13, she gave him hell. But Karen and Daryl never did anything about it. They were basically controlled by Hannah, everyone was. And she wasn't even that bossy from the start. Everyone just started sucking up to her.

At first he was confused about the kiss... He had always flirted a bit with luke, but didn't intend to act upon it. It was just a bit of fun. But there was no denying the butterflies he felt in the pit of his stomach when there lips met, and every moment following that he couldn't get the tall blonde out of his head.

Michael set down his controller and stretched, getting frustrated from his thoughts, letting his crumpled up tee rising slightly and exposing his milky white skin.

"MICHAEL GORDON!!" He heard Hannah's now raspy voice ring out through the large house. Michael sighed and rose from his mess of blankets and pillows on the floor to see what Hannah needed. She always needed something. She always needed him. And he just couldn't bring himself to say no. After all, she's his legal guardian. But he also loves her. Phew just doesn't know what he'd do without her. She's his rock. Even though she treats him like shit, but he feels like he deserve it anyway.

Michael stumbled down the mahogany staircase, still adjusting to the brightness flooding their house. He rubbed his eyes and and walked into the kitchen, where Hannah was sitting in her wheel chair roaming through the fridge.

"Where the hell is all the groceries you bought, hmm?" She asked impatiently, tucking a loose strand of her platinum blonder hair behind her ear. Michael looked down at his older sister in confusion.

"I didn't buy any-"

"Exactly." She snapped, and Michael automatically knew he was in deep shit.

"That's right. You didn't buy any groceries. I'm so hungry and we have NO food in this Goldman house. When did I tell you to buy groceries??"

Michael hesitated for a moment... He meant to go grocery shopping but he got caught up. Thinking about luke.

"Umm.. 4 days ago..?"

"So why haven't you done it?? You know I can't!" She yelled.

" I've had a lot on my mind..." It came out as a whisper and Hannah narrowed her eyes at her brother suspiciously.

"Like what??" Michael was silent forms few seconds before she repeated the question a little louder.

"I.... I met someone. That I really like." He said thoughtfully, his mind drifting back to the shy boy that used to stalk him at the library. Hannah's bright green eyes widened.

"Who is she?" Hannah asked excitedly. Michael chuckled slightly.

"His name is luke, he lives in hood estates apartment building. He's really sweet, I've been hanging out with him for a while now. Were quite good friends actually and he-"

"A BOY?" Hannah shrieked. She wheeled herself into the living room, beckoning Michael to follow.

"Yes. A boy. You know I'm bisexual!" Michael yelled with fury. Why can't she get over it, it's his life.

"Michael. Being gay is a sin. How dare you? I've done so much to care for you and raise you since mom and dad died and THIS is how you repay me??" Michael scoffed. Everything done around here Is done by Michael. She sits on her ass all day.

"Hannah you do fuck all for me. I raise myself AND look after you. I had to drop out of school so that I could get a full time job, so that I could help you. Now I can never have a proper education. I will date who I want. You have RUINED MY LIFE."

Michael screamed at her. He instantly felt bad when he saw her burst into tears. It didn't matter that they were most likely fake; Hannah is Michael's weakness. He needs her. And she needs him. Hannah buried her face in her hands, unable to control her sobs. Michael knelt down by her wheel chair and held her close to his chest, rubbing her back soothingly. She started coughing and wheezing, but then calmed down.

"Why do you do this to me, mikey?? You need to treat me with respect. I have cancer. One of these days I will die and you will be sorry for how you treated me!" She screeched at Michael, making his ears Pound.

Once she was relaxed again, she spoke to Michael softly.

"Michael. I love you. But being gay, is a horrible thing. Please, PLEASE, promise me that you get involved with his boy romantically. You are not permitted to be in any kind of relationship with him, or any other boy. Okay?"

Her voice was calm and cooling but she had an evil glint in her eyes. Michael nodded, feeling numb. He wanted to be with luke. He wanted to touch him, kiss him, hold his hand, take care of him, talk to him about anything and everything.

"That's a good boy." Now she was holding his head in her lap as tears gently rolled off his cheeks. She petted down his green hair gently, smiling to herself.

"Don't you fret, I'll find you a girlfriend soon."

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So so so so so an update. I don't like Hannah she's a huge douche nugget. MIKEY CAN LOVE WHO HE WANTS TO!!