Fear⚣Lilo Mpreg✔️

Six

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**Flashback**

"Guys,seriously I don't need you dimwits setting me up on a date,I'll have more chance with a penguin than with whoever you guys pick,"Louis laughed rolling his head back as he stood up organising through the top drawer of his bedroom drawer.He was in need for a new outfit,all of his usual pastel colours and suspenders were getting a little too out of fashion,and if he had the ability too he'd turn back time to tell young him NOT to pick wearing strips and TOMs for the first half of his music career because it was a pin in the ass looking back at those embarrassing pictures.

"But you're so lonely Lou,"Niall dragged out,flopping himself down onto Louis' unmade single bed,the red and blue silk covers half lying on the bed half lying on the floor and his bundle of pillows scattered around the room.He was a fidgety sleeper,always tossing and turning in his bed and sleeping in the weirdest if angles.He'd be able to move from one part of his bed to another,and sometimes he'd end up sleeping on the floor.He was also known to talk in his sleep,alot,he just wouldn't shut up whether he'd be awake or not,and even when he was talking (awake or not) he was talking absolute shit.The rest of the boys found his conversations hilarious,he would talk about anything really,from Marshmallows to Giraffes,and to who he liked.

Which was the reason why Niall,Harry and Zayn were all in Louis' bedroom while Liam was out with Danielle.

"I am not,"Louis rolled his eyes as he pulled out a pair of navy tight chinos to wear alone with the white jumper he had folded ontop of his drawer.He wasn't lonely,he was beyond fine and preferred being single instead of having to be in a relationship and go on dates.Although he did like the idea of someone kissing his neck,someone cuddling him close on cold days and making him feel safe.Yeah,he got all of the cuddles and protectiveness from the boys (even if he was the eldest in the group,he was the smallest and probably most vulnerable) but he didn't get that feeling of love that he's seen and heard about so much from the other boys.

Love,that was all that Liam thought about was the damn subject of love,and how much he loved Danielle,and how much he loved to hang with her,and how much he loved to kiss her.It made Louis puke,he'd rather have Liam love him,love touching him and love being around the boy.He would admit,he liked Liam more than he had ever liked any other guy before but it was impossible for him to like him back,Liam was straight and just had that amazing glow while Louis was just Louis with a dreadful hair style,fashion sense and the fact that his body was so girlish.Not to forget to em film how bad that would be for their friendship to know that one of your best friends had a crush on you.

"Oh c'mon Lou,you're bound to be lonely,you're the only one it of all of us that hasn't been with a girl,"Harry commented stretching out on the bed Beside Niall,"I bet anyone Would pay to see you wiggle that arse of yous in their face,"Harry smirked making Niall chuckle and nod his head in agreement,Zayn standing beside the drawer looking and Laughing at Louis' reactions.

"For a first,Harold,I like dick,and two,I'm trying to get a boyfriend,not a stripper career,"Louis smirked wiggling his finger at the two boys on the bed as Zayn pulled him into a side hug.He had enough of the guys in his high schoo, saying that he should be a stripper; 'because you have a big ass' is what they said and comments; 'I wouldn't mind seeing you slide that ass down a poll sweet cheeks'.It had Louis cringe.

"Aha!So you admit you're in search for a boyfriend!"Zayn cheered a smile on his face as Louis pushed away from his side and grabbed hold of his clothes and set then on the small chair at the side of the room.They were forcing him out into the open,they thought that he was too 'cooped up' in the house they all shared and that he needed to go out for a while,all 5 of them for once.None of them had been out all together as a clan,it was always either singular,or maybe two or three,never all 5 of them.

"Look guys,ugh,I Dont know.My life is so fucked up,y'know?And bringing a boyfriend into the mix isn't going to help anything,I didn't want some random dude to get so attached to me and I the same back and then the media is brought into it and he gets hate sent to him and ugh,I can't do that to a guy,"Louis huffed pulling down his PJ bottoms and tossing them at Niall and Harry who were just staring at Louis as if he was the most important human in the the world.He wasn't shy,he had no need to be,he knew what his body looked like (the flaws included) and why shouldn't his best friends?They all knew what to expect to see of Louis,they knew he was anorexic so they weren't shocked to see his ribs and hip bones when he took off his t-shirt.

"Who said he had to be a random dude?"Niall smirked,licking his lips after he talked.His blue eyes was full of mischief and his pale skin was glowing due to the table lamp that was siting on the beside table of Louis' room.Louis' room was probably the smallest in the whole house,he choose the smallest room saying that he didn't care who got the biggest,he didn't have room for a double bed so he got a single,and his walls were covered in photos.He knew that he'd never use the bed for anything but sleeping so he didn't see the point in getting a bigger bed or room.

"Why,do you know Leonardo DeCaprio?"The eldest fake gasped as he pulled on the chinos and buttoned them before moving the take of his t-shirt,throwing it this time at Harry just to see his confused face,pout and for his wild chocolate curls bounce.Louis loved Harrys curls.He was quick to pulling the white jumper over his head before the boys could see his body.

"No,"Harry chuckled dryly towing the t-shirt across the room until it hit the closed bedroom door,"I'm talking about someone you already know,and like,"Harry hinted moving his hands as he talked now siting up right on the unmade bed and ran a hand through his curls.Niall didn't move from where he was lying,saying that Louis' mattress was way too comfy to move which it was,Louis had such a soft mattress which was good for his bones and posture.Louis looked at the younger boys in confusion; what could they possibly mean?

"We hear you talk in your sleep Lou,"Zayn piped up,his arms crossed over over chest as he smiled at Louis."We know that you have one of those silly school girl crushes on Liam,"He added making Louis' face fall for a mer second as if his whole world came crashing down all together because no one was suppose to know."And don't deny it,we know,we also have it recorded,"

"Look,yes,I like him but please don't say a word to him,or I swear you'll wake up with no pubes,"Louis threatened nearly falling as he slipped on a pair of white vans."And anyway,he's Straight,"He chuckled nervously as he rolled his eyes,looking at the three younger boys.Before any of them could say anything he was already pulling the boys onto their feet and pushing them out his bedroom door."Now you guys get changed and stop setting me up,"

"Loui-"

"I'm.Fine"

HELLLOO

This chapter was all a flash back

So basically I'll switch from nowadays to Flashbacks for a while,I'll tell you when it's a change

So how was it?

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~Marie