Thirty-Two

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this is so crao like I honestly just wrote BC I needed this to be updated

It's a filler chapter

Maybe you'll know the gender by the end of his chapter and maybe you won't hehe ;)

*nonedited

Enjoy :)

"Louis,love you alright?"Liam called throughout the apartment,worry filled in his voice as he chucked his keys into the bowl by the door and toed off his converse that he had shoved on previously.He had left in the early hours of the morning,the feeling of coldness all over his body from the lack of heat that there was radiating from the radiator that was in the spare bedroom.He had peaked his head through the door of the master before he left to check on Louis' sleeping state,the 5 month pregnant man lying on his side with the heavy white and black duvet covers strapped over his body and nothing but his feathery hair sticking out from under the covers.He knew he was fine when he heard the faint sound of his snoring that morning before he left to one of his therapy group work meetings that he went to daily.

He was trying,his psychiatrist has been monitoring the progress he was making and how the negativity that he came in with was getting less and less.He felt like a different person,he knew that he was never going to be the same Liam that he was 4 years ago before all of this anger and Bi-Polar came in,but he was going to be an improvement to what he has been for 3 years of his and Louis' life.He was doing all of this for Louis,to change into a better man for Louis and Their unborn baby.He didn't want to be one of those deadbeat fathers that only saw his child once a month,he didn't want to have a restraining order that Louis carried with him everywhere he went and he didn't like the fact that Louis still tensed and flinched whenever someone knocked shoulders with him or someone raised their voice.

It was all Liam's fault

And he wished that he could turn back time

"Louis?"Liam called a little more frantic when he noticed that the livingroom was free from anyone being in it and the kitchen was still spotless without a bowl or food rappers scattered around the place.Louis would normally have woken up at around 9 to go and stuff food down his throat with his weird food cravings such as ice cream and bacon or celery sticks dipped in peanut butter.Liam had been observing what time Louis woke up at and how he was getting into that motherly nature type of way,always making sure that the house is clean and tidy and that everyone around him was okay.He had learned his schedule and knew what time he woke Up at,showered at,ate at,what time he watched his daily dose of television and last of all when he'd go to bed.Sometimes he could go through a whole day without uttering a word to Liam and others he would talk very little to him.

With threaded eyebrows Liam traveled up the stairs,two at a time until he had reached the door of the Master bedroom,slowly opening the door just in case Louis was awake and didn't want to go downstairs or to talk to Liam.When the door was wide enough for Liam to peak his head through the gap,he noticed the familiar lump still in his place on the bed,underneath the covers.Although he didn't look as peaceful as he once did,he had changed sides so that Liam could see his face,his eyebrows were scrunched together as if he was in pain,his lips were formed into a solid straight line and his eyes were clenched close.Liam frowned as he walked into the room and closed the door,the soft clicking nose being enough to make Louis whimper and kick the duvets as if they were being a bother to him."Okay,shh..."Liam whispered as he walked over and gently started to untangle the sheet from Louis' limbs who again whimpered and tossed his head to the side,not lying on his back.

"No,"The pregnant man mumbled in his sleeping state,his hands flying up as he slept to rest above his forehead,hitting Liam accidentally in the face as he did so.Liam just chuckled at Louis' actions,finally untangling the covers and throwing them to the side of the bed away from Louis.He let eyes roam up and down Louis' sleeping state,the basketball shorts that he fell asleep in had rolled up his thighs a little and exposed the white lines that Louis had kept hidden for all of these years.He wore a light blue vest top that stretched over his 5 month baby bump and on his feet he worse white fuzzy socks.Liam was still memorised at how there was a new form of life growing in Louis' baby bump,it was still wonderful and amazing to Liam that he has to keep reminding himself that it was real life."Please don't,"He continued which made Liam snap out of his intense staring of Louis' small and beautiful body,his head moving to look at Louis' face once more.

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