Fear⚣Lilo Mpreg✔️

Twenty-Three

Okay there was so many songs that I wanted to choose for Louis and Liams song (like Y'know how couples have songs and then freak out when they hear it and shit?) and I've been brainstorming for a song idea for like 2 fucking months and I gave up and picked this song so if you hate it stuff shit guys

But woohoo 2k!!!!Thank you's!!!!

Can you guys get me to 400 comments?I'll add a special chapter of your choice

Song-A Drop In the Ocean By Ron Pope

Read authors note at the bottom please

Enjoy :)

Louis was doing emotionally fine,sure he knew that he wasn't fine with the constant flashbacks and nightmares of that night still a bright red in his brain and clawing at his insides.but he had yet to shed a tear or show that he was weak.He wasn't weak,he had spent his whole life being weak to the ones bigger than his small and delicate frame,he let them push him around and treat him like a doormat.He spent years in depression,crying whenever someone said something about him,his weight or his voice or if someone was just being mean to him in General it would eat at him from the inside until he'd crack and bring a sharp object to his soft baby smooth skin.Then,just when Louis thought that things couldn't get worse,Liam had to stroll into his life with a smug look upon his gorgeous face and break the Doncaster down bit by bit,taking away his dignity,beating him to a pulp and making the boy want to fling himself infront of a moving train.

Louis was weak,he spent years crying his eyes out in pain and in fear

Bit he wasn't going to admit that to anyone so he kept his chin up

Louis had wished long ago that he had a normal,perfect life.A life where he was free to do and say what he wanted without his management team on his back or the media stuffing things down his throat.A life where he didn't have to hide his relationship and have to watch as his boyfriend kissed,held hands and went out on dates with another girl and act all lovey Dovey with them in public.A life where he wants bullied and abused by the only person that he has ever loved other than family remembers.A life spent in silly nose kisses,cuddles and cute,adorable nicknames that made butterflies abrupt in the pit of his stomach and make him feel all tingly and special like he belonged.Louis wanted that type of life,with Liam.

3 weeks we had spent away from Liam,without any pain other than emotional pain and without new bruises or cuts on his body.And now the little fuck had stalked Louis down and is following him down the street in his black Bentley.

Louis sped up his walking,shoving his hands into his jogging bottoms and pulling the hood up of his Hogwarts hoodie as he started to walk faster with his head low.hoping that maybe Liam would mistake him and drive off instead of following him around like so creep ready to abduct a child in a park.He hated that the street he was walking down was practically abandoned,most of the houses being rebuilt so that meant no one was living in the buildings since they were waiting for them to be knocked down.His breathing hitched and quickened when he heard a car stop and a door open and slam shut.Now he was running."Louis!No babe!Don't run!"He heard Liams voice shout as Louis tried to run as fast as he could only to stop and turn to face Liam,looking at him through the glass of his glasses.Liam looked like a wreck,he had bags under his eyes,his clothes were a mess,yet he still looked ravishingly handsome like always.

"Please do enlighten me why I shouldn't be running away from you.You're a monster,everyone should run from you,"Louis stated,his hood still up over his head and the beanie aswell.He could see his breath linger in the air infront of him,showing him how cold it was.The vans on his feet were seeking with snow and slush making his feet cold and his shoes squelch when he walked or shifted his feet.Liam looked hurt,he looked like he was going to burst into tears which was the first time that Louis had ever seen him loin so hurt and broken.