Hiiii
Okay so the question about flashbacks and shit,so basically some chapters will go back to flashbacks of when Louis and Liam started to date,ie the second flashback was when Liam wanted Louis to dance with him at a club.This is continue up until The first fight that the two have.
I don't know if I'll make them every other chapter,it all depends what the previous chapter was
The flashbacks as are from when Louis is 20 and Liam is 18 there for nowadays,Louis is coming to the age of 23 and Liam 21 (2014-2015 stage)
*nonedited
Enjoy :)
"I don't care Tomlinson,you're not going back there,"Zayn said a little too harshly as he pulled Louis through a bunch of clothes racks in the store they were at.Zayn wasn't too fond in shopping for clothes,but Louis was,so he dragged his bum out of bed at 9 in the morning just for Louis' sake,just to make him happy.Louis had been cooped up in that apartment and it was driving him insane (all Liams doings of course) and the minute that he knew that Liam would be out for the entire he was quick to calling Zayn to tell him that he needed out of the apartment for a while,and quick.
Shopping was the first thing that came to Louis' mind,all of his clothes were blood stained or ripped from the harsh tugs so he needed new clothes,and wanted them of course.He had three different sets of clothes,One set was for concerts (or well they were kept on the tour bus),another was his causal everyday clothing and then last of All,his formal clothes that he disliked.He needed and wanted new sweaters and Vans,his favourite sweater was currently trying to get blood washed out of and he needed one to replace it so the other boys wouldn't get suspicious.Vans on the other hand,well he just wanted Vans Because they were his favourite and wore them everyday,that and he'd probably die before not wearing them.
"What am I suppose to do them?I can't ignore him,he's my boyfriend,"Louis groaned abruptly stopping by the sweaters that were covered in random and white girl items such as Kittens,Emojis and that one sweater with all of their faces on it.Zayn groaned at the tackiness of the sweaters while Louis awed and gushed over the Sweater that had the Monkey Emojis on it.Zayn rolled his eyes as Louis picked one up that was his size and put it into his fabric shopping basket.
"We can change that,dump his sorry ass,he isn't right for you Louis,"Zayn sighed as Louis just walked away from the Bradford boy and started to place random sweaters and t-shirts into his shopping basket.The Bradford boy ran a hand through his hair as he watched Louis and his actions,he was always looking out of the corner of his eye,as if he was watching out,his hands seemed to be shaking everytime he went to grab something and his posture stiffened when someone's bumped shoulders with him.Louis had changed,and it wasn't in a good way,he was such a good actor and he was blessed with that,but Zayn could see through Louis' lies.
"And why would I Zayn?I love him,and he loves me..."He trailed off,speaking a little slower by the end of his sentence until he was silent and staring off into the distance a little,his usual Lively blue eyes dulling quickly which Zayn caught.
"Let me guess,he tells you 'I love you' every time he fucks up?Mate,you can say that saying to anyone and not mean it,I should know,I've had to do it with plenty,"Zayn rolled his eyes as he placed a hand on Louis' Forearm with Louis froze at,quickly relaxing when smelling Zayns cologne and cigarette scent.Zayns scent was always a delight to Louis,or well anyones scent was,Louis loved scents.Zayn knew there was something wrong,don't get him wrong,he loved Liam,he was like a brother to him,but He was just so off and harsh towards his smaller boyfriend and it was hurting Zayn and a,king him annoyed because he didn't know why.
"He means it,"Louis snapped turning sharply and staring at Zayn,despite the small hight difference,in the eye."And you have no right to tell me that he doesn't,"He tried to sound serious but the small crack of his voice at the end of his sent de let him down.He stared at Zayn in the eye for a brief second before looking down,closing his eyes as he felt the familiar tears build up in his eyes.He couldn't let Zayn see him cry,to see him let his guard down,he was strong and he wasn't going to let his best mate see his walls fall and for the real Louis to be exposed to the outer world.He wasn't going to let Zayn badmouth Liam either,Liam was his boyfriend,the only person to love him,his first actual love and Zayn had no right to say those things.
Zayn didn't no what Shit Louis had to go through and he never will,not as long as Louis is living which at the moment didn't seem to be long.
"Lou,I just want what's best for you,and you being in that relationship isn't good for you or your health,"Zayn whispered lowly,looking around the store they were in to make sure that there wasn't anyone around,lucky enough for them the store was empty and the workers were in the storage rooms.The store wasn't that large,it was just a perfect size really but it looked large seeing as there was only two grown men in the whole store.Being celebrities had their disadvantages,you felt a little lonely.
"Then what?Leave the band?Move countries?Sell my houses?Incase you haven't realised is that I do and share everything with Liam,we're in the same band for fucksake,and there would be so much awkward tension in the band after the breakup that I'll be forced to leave,"Louis breathed out,not opening his eyes or looking up,leaving his nose pointed to the ground.He couldn't handle those thoughts,the band was the only thing keeping him sane,even if at the same time it wasn't.He hadn't told Zayn that he went into one of his 'Fade outs' if he did he'll defiantly be taken away from Liam for a while and put under close watch by Zayn and the rest of the guys.He was afraid to tell Liam,Telling Liam could it his life on the line because he broke a promise,and breaking promises wasn't something that Liam liked.
"Listen to me,for crying out loud Louis,your crying!You don't cry in relationships,and all that you've done is fucking cry,"Zayn snapped making Louis to jump up a little,opening his eyes and looking at Zayn with his blue eyes that were coated in a thin layer of tears.
"Maybe it's because I'm crying for a attention,Hmm?I know that's what you think,what you all think.That Little Dumbfuck Louis Tomlinson is an attention seeker,"Louis soundly growled As Zayn stared at Louis with his mouth agape and his eyes wide,"You think it,the boys think it,the tabloids think it,the fans think it,even my fucking family thinks it.Do you ever think that I might cry because I need to let out my emotions once in awhile?"Louis was breathing heavily by the end of his rant,his head was spinning as he dropped his basket of clothes and grabbed his head with his hands trying to stop the world around him spinning.It was happening,the lack of food,stress and blood loss was finally catching up with him.
"Lou..?"Zayn softly spoke seeing Louis' actions and taking a small step forward to aid the boy which just ended with Louis shaking and backing away,banging into a clothes rack.
"N-no,don't touch me,just,Leave me alone,"The smaller whimpered,opening his eyes to look at Zayns confused and sad features before taking off in the opposite directions,tugging his blue hood over his head as he ran,far away as he could.
He couldn't do this for much longer
He couldn't be someone he wasn't
There was going to be a day that people would find out what Liam did to the smaller boy
And Louis wasn't ready for that
HILO
I wrote this pretty rushed as I've been out all day and I wasted to update bc I haven't updated anything in like a day
How was this?
Hope it was okay :)
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