Fear⚣Lilo Mpreg✔️

Thirty-Three

I've been told that because I write in big paragraphs it makes my writing boring apparently so I'm attempting to make my writing smaller.

Video-I love the script y'know?and BC I was really sad last night (I was catfished for nearly a year and found out the truth last night) I was listening to them and this song makes me think of Lilo in this fanfic and how they're relationship broke down and how at the start Louis was the one that loved Liam,and then eventually Louis realised that Liam didn't love him back.Liam then tells him he loves him but Louis can't trust him no more.So here's the song for the chapter; Nothing by the Script

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Just turn around and go back

Go home and make sure Louis is okay

Make sure your little girl is okay

Just turn around and go home

Liam doesn't know how he ended up in his old apartment,the same one that he had during the X-factor but here he was,pacing the floors of the Half empty apartment with his hands tugging at his hair and how angry he was.He was angry at himself,he had no need to be angry at any other person or thing,just himself.He was to blame for everything bad that had happened over the course of 3 and a half years,he was the cause and the problem to everything that had happened to Louis and his life.Every bruise,scar,cut and burn was caused by Liam and his stupid,stupid actions.His anger was his problem,it wasn't Louis' fault and he doesn't know why he decided to take it out on Louis.

Maybe it was because he had no one else to take it out on

All of his anger,he took it out on the one person that trusted him and loved him

Louis trusted Liam with everything,he trusted him to keep his secrets a secret.Things that were bothering Louis,he would always go to Liam first to get them sorted or to get advice.Now,Louis couldn't even look Liam in the eye never mind tell him something that was bothering him.When people change it's suppose to be for the best but when both Louis and Liam changed it for the worst and neither of them liked the changes in themselves or in one another.Liam watched as Louis downgraded,how his blue eyes lost that sparkle of joy and his smile became more forced as the days went on.He watched himself cause bodily harm to his smaller boyfriend and he watched the bruises form and the weight drop off.Louis had sat back and took the abuse,he sucked in the harsh words and let them grow.He never told anyone,he just let Liam do as he pleased and watched as the anger grew darker and the Liam he fell in love with disappear second by second.

Go back

I can't

You can

No,I'll hurt him

Liam wanted things to go back to normal,to go back to way that things were when he was 18 and Louis was 20,to go back to being boyfriends with a healthy and loving relationship.Not this,never this.He never thought that this would be his life,shattering his boyfriend and knocking him up.Sure,yes he wanted to be a dad (he always had been) and he wanted to be a dad with Louis but not like the way it happened,to rape And abuse Louis just because of his own anger.He always wanted a little girl,he has his whole life planned out with Louis after the band broke off,they would move somewhere private and safe,go on romantic and exotic holidays,Liam would propose on one of this trips.They would get married with all of their friends and families by their sides,and then after a year or so they would start their family.Have that little girl and little boy that they always dreamed off.