Shit I just wrote a song.

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I have been picking my brain the whole week about what to do and what would be good enough for Chris.
I'm sure he will be alright with anything but I feel he deserves so much.
I think back to last year and the talks we had about his ex girlfriends who never seem to put as much in the relationships as he does.
I feel he deserves the world more than that so for me it's a lot of pressure.
I never have done this and I think Chris is feeling that I'm stressed and anxious but I keep giving him the excuse it's because of long days filming.
I haven't given him the exact date yet of when I'll be in LA and I can feel he is a little irritated about that.
I just really need an idea first and I know it will come I just hope it's sooner than later.

Buzzing of my phone brings me back and I see I have a text from Chris.

Chris: Babe I hate asking again but do you have the day yet?

Y/N: I'm sorry Babe things are going slow here for some reason.

Chris: Okay.

Y/N: I'm sorry.

I'm not really lying filming is behind schedule but it doesn't make me stay longer than planned for me.
I let out a frustrated scream "AHHH!" the same moment Taylor walks in. "You alrigh?" He asks.
"I guess."
"You still haven't told him yet have you?"
"Nope."
"Talk to me Goose!"
I hate it when he uses that because then I have to be honest about everything that's the deal. "I'm going to let him visit that's not the issue I just hoped I could have come up with something before it's not easy if he is already with me. I'm afraid it wouldn't be good enough because I want to show him he deserves everything."
"You don't have to make it a big thing you know I'm sure he knows and will be grateful with something simple."
"And I can't even come up with something simple."
"But you can't keep telling him you don't know when you are in LA it's not fair."
"I know I know."
"Look make a list of ideas try to figure out what you would and wouldn't do."
"That's the thing I would do them all. I keep thinking I wouldn't do this but I would for him and I wouldn't do that but I would for him."
"Maybe you should write that down." Taylor says giving me a hug and walking out of the room.

Alright I get a piece of paper and a pen and start writing.

I wouldn't let down my walls
I wouldn't let myself fall
I wouldn't risk it all on love again
I wouldn't pick up the phone
I wouldn't drive through the night
I wouldn't answer the door at 3 a.m.
No, I wouldn't, no

I keep writing and writing.

But I would for you
Give you all of my time
Lay my heart on the line
I'd even walk through a fire
I would for you
Be the strong when you're weak
Be the truth you believe
Be the more than you need
I would for you
I would for you

I keep going and when I'm finished and read it again is say. Holy Shit I just wrote a song that's it.
I can't believe I just wrote a song I think Taylor just tried to incurage me to write a poem or something but this is sooo much better.
Alright think think think.
And I look at my planner and I call Chris Young.

Hey Tiny Avenger how are you?

Hey Tennessee I'm alright how is you?

Good good how is filming?

Yeah awesome but uhm CY I have a favor to ask you like a really big one.

Alright let me hear it.

Okay so this is top secret okay.

Yes.

So I have been seeing someone and now we are going to be spending Valentine's weekend together.

Mhmm

I have been cracking my brain for weeks but anyway to make a long story short I kinda wrote a song and I was wondering and hoping that........

Speak no more ofcourse I'd love too. When can you be here to record?

I can be there Monday the 8th but I have to be in La the 12th for an interview.

Alright should be enough time for Josh to make something. So get over here the 8th early you be a guest on the podcast. After we three discuss and record the next day and see how fast we go.

Are you sure it's no hassle?

Definitely not I'm thrilled you wrote a song even if it's just for someone personal.

What about Josh?

He is busy but he will make time I know he really wants to work with you and would be so honerd.

Alright thanks Tennessee.

No problem send me the lyrics make a little video singing and I'll get them to Josh so he can figure out the music.

Alright Thank you again so much.

See you the 8th bye.

Bye.

Alright I did it I send Taylor a quick voice message explaing everything and I just get a Roger text back.
And now to text Chris because if I talk to him on the phone I won't be able to keep it a secret.

Y/N: Babe are you busy?

Chris: Not for you 😊

Y/N: So I have the date but you are not going to be happy about it.

Chris: 😳 ??

Y/N: I messed up and I need to go to Tennessee a couple of days next week what means I won't be in La until the 12th

Chris: Oh alright that's alright I kinda was scared you was going to cancel.

Y/N: What no never! I have been looking forward to seeing you sooooo much.

Chris: Really!?

Y/N: Yes ofcourse silly. I'm sorry if it looked like I wasn't or that I was going to cancel.

Chris: It's alright I just booked my flight for the 12th I should be around you're place by 21:00 hours 🎉.

Y/N: Can't wait 🥳😘

Chris: Me neither 😘

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