As He Locks His Lips With Mine (Chris Evans X Reader)

She needs me just as much as I need her.

Chris POV

I wake up without her laying on my chest and it kinda scares me.
I look to my left and I see her she is still sleeping on her side with her back my way.
I know it's normal for people to turn in their sleep but after yesterday I just feel the need to be as close as possible to her and right now I'm far from what I need.
I turn to my side move close to her pull her back against my chest my arms around her and I don't care if that wakes her.

Memories of last night replay in my mind and I realize I really facked up, there are at least a 101 different ways I could have asked those questions but my anxiety took control.
All I wanted to figure out was if she had any regrets about what happened between us if she felt the same way I did and if she was really sure to give us a chance.
I haven't had any doubts about what I wanted and I wanted her I never felt this way about anyone but the communications about this trip have me doubting she feels the same way and I really don't want my heart broken again.

I pulled her closer to me if this was the last time she was in my arms then I at least want to have it last as long as possible and I do realize I might be overly dramatic but I can't stop the thoughts.
She stirs a bit while I have tightened my arms around her again and she moves closer back as if she needs this too.
I know she is far from being fully awake right now but she moves again this time it's just her butt who lands in the exact right spot and I can't stop myself and move my hip forward.
She reacts to it and makes sure her ass stays put and my body reacts to it but I don't think this is the right moment to start any of this.

I try to keep still but she pushes her butt back against me again and moves it up and down a bit what makes me grab her hip to move her in the right spot.
As we move our hips together I start kissing the back of her neck I hear a sleepy moan escape her what makes me realize that she is still not fully awake and that I shouldn't be doing this.

I place my hand back on her belly on top of her t shirt because I don't want to take advantage of this situation.
She interlocks our legs and moves her butt again looking for that frickesion I beging to wonder she might be more awake than I thought.
The question on my mind doesn't stay unanswered long she grabs my hand moves it under her shirt and places it on her boob.
I take the hint and start massaging as she moves her body so that she is in-between laying on her side and back.
This makes me have more access to her other boob and I can kiss her neck better.

Our hips are still grinding against each other as she puts more strength in her movement I too let out a moan what I was trying to prevent because I didn't really wanted to ruin what was happing by distracting her with my noises.
I know she is awake but she hasn't said anything I move my hand back to her belly Incase she wants it to stop because she heard me.
She moves one leg over my hip grabs my hand again moves it down over her underwear and I can feel it's wet.
Her hand moves in between us and she strokes over my boxers a couple of times until she moves to try and pull it off I take that as a hint and do it myself.

Back in the same position I now move my hands inside her panty and spread her wetness all over, it makes her moan and move her body of enjoyment.
I take my hand out of her panty I can feel she is not happy with the loss of my hand touching her there as my hand moves over her tigh to her hip then I grap her ass before I put her panty to the side and slide inside of her.
It doesn't take long until I'm able to move in and out of her as fast and as hard as I want to and we moan together in pleasure.

Her underwear is beginning to annoy me so I pull out fast what makes her grunt in disappointment and I try to pull her pants down as soon as she understands what I want she helps me.
I decide her t shirt needs to go too as she takes it off I realize I'm skipping a step and as she lays back down I move my hand between her legs and push a finger inside.
She definently doesn't agree with that as she grabs my hand pull is away moves in to her breasts and reaches in between us and places my tip right at her entrance "Chris please I need you." She says almost begging.

That was all the confirmation I needed to know if this is what she wanted so I moved inside of her starting slow until she grabs my ass and made me wanna bury myself inside of her.
Not being able to see her facial expressions right now is making me a little insecure although her moaning and body movements indicate she is enjoying this as much as I do but I would have loved to look her in the eyes and see in them everything was going to be alright.
As I keep trusting inside of her as deep as I can I can't help thinking how this might be the last time we....... thankfully her moaning got me out of my head and back focusing on her.
One of her moans make me bite her shoulder and I can feel her thighting around me I can feel she is close, she confirmes it by moaning my name what makes me growl in her ear and she arches her back so I have to hold her before she creates to mush space and I can't keep this rythm going.
She is breathing heavy digs her nails in my ass and her walls just combust around me making me unable to move for a couple of seconds.
As her walls release me a bit I'm able to slowly move again making her high last longer as I follow with mine holding her so close to me.

We stay in the same position catching our breaths but I know as much as I want to we can't stay like this forever.
"I have to." I say not having to finish as she hands me the shirt she was wearing, I pull out clean myself and her with the shirt, she keeps it between her legs and turns to face me.
Finally her beautiful eyes meet mine and I can see a spark of hope in them before she buries her face in my chest I hold her as thight as I can because she might not know how much I need her.

It takes me a while to get the courage to speak up. "Do you want to shower first?"
"No you go first I'm not ready to get up yet." She answers while drawing circles with her finger on my chest.
I place a kiss on her forehead and get out of the bed walking into the bathroom, I keep the door open showing her she can come inside if she wants.

I start the shower while getting in I hear her moving around but as soon as my head is under the water I don't hear anything anymore.
I hear her sing a few lyrics 'Captured my attention, make my heart stop and listen When you look my way' I'm guessing she is wearing her earbuds because I don't hear any music 'Blue jeans and a ball cap, thinking that you're all that And I'm thinking the same' I stay longer in the shower to give her some time 'Yeah, boy You shine and you can't even help it Yeah, boy You eyes could make the moon jealous'

Suddenly I'm hearing loud music I guess she took out her earbuds figuring out I could hear her, I recognize the song it's The fear form The score.
After the song finished the music didn't start again and I hear her walking inside the relief I feel right now is undiscripeble.
She gets in the shower with me wraps her arms around me like she never did before, she doesn't say a thing but in this moment I know everything is going to be alright and I realize she needs me just as much as I need her.