As He Locks His Lips With Mine (Chris Evans X Reader)

Driving.

I woke up not as rested as I wanted to be. I had been tossing and turning being nervous and feeling butterflies.

Chris makes me feel amazing and secure but there is a little part of me that is afraid of me being to much or to needy.
I know feeling like this is not just me knowing that he has the need to be alone a lot, but also because of my past relationships.

I guess it was easier when we where friends because then I didn't feel like I could loose him.

Yeah I figured it out I love him more than I want to admit and he could really break my heart, like no one has ever done before.

The question is do I go for it and take this huge risk and tell him and see what he does or how he reacts or, do I keep trying to have distance and see what he does. His reaction yesterday make me want to do the last, but there is also a possibility I'm totally getting it wrong.

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I'm in my car about to start my 5 hour drive calculating in some breaks and traffic.

Y/N: Good Mornin' Handsome. I'm about to start my drive, see you soon. 😘

It's 0500 hours so I'm hoping I don't wake him up. I start my mixed 80's rock and Country playlist so that I can have a little karaoke party.

Around 0700 hours I take a break for breakfast at a gas station diner.
I'm eating my delicious breakfast as I get the text I have been waiting for since I started driving.

Chris: Good morning beautiful. I can't wait and don't drive to fast please. 😘

I smile happily at my phone.

Y/N: Don't worry I can drive very well. 😝

Chris: Wow just wow. You better not be texting and driving babe! 😒

Y/N: Ever heard of speech to text? 🤭

Chris: This is serious pestering we have to talk about this behavior. 😑

Y/N: My behavior is fine and I'm actually having breakfast at a diner right now.😊

Chris: Good girl. 😘

Okay that just makes me feel some type of way I didn't know was possible and I'm really liking it.

Y/N: 😘 I'm going to strat driving again.

Chris: 👍

Back in my car I can't stop smiling but I don't forget about my worries.

I really enjoy driving although I rarely drive myself.
One hour to go I see on my navigation when I get a call and it's Steph.

"Hey love how are you doing?"

"Hey chick I'm good how are you? Are you close yet? Nervous?"

"Ohh yeah you don't want to know I'm so nervous and about an hour away."

"Why are you nervous?"

"I don't know I sometimes just don't know what is going on with him."

"Did something happen?"

"I don't know sometimes he just suddenly shuts down or something"

I explain about our conversation yesterday and that he cancelled our call.

"Maybe he just suddenly realized he needed to get thinks in order for you arriving today and now had to take care of some things."

"That actually makes sense to be honest."

"Look I'm telling you he is crazy about you and you can freak out about nothing. I get it's scary and I don't doubt he might be a little scared too what makes the both of you act suspicious. Remember you are holding back because you don't want to smother him as that is how you call it."

"Yeah you're right I'm probably seeing things that are not there."

"Maybe they are there but I don't think you need to worry. Please hon just enjoy yourself don't hold back and see what happens."

"Yeah thanks love."

"Of course now consentrate on your driving and we will talk later. Love you."

"I will Love ya bye."

I hang up and my music starts playing again. I'm so grateful for her she always sets me straight and I know I'm panicking for nothing and his text today are normal.
I smile at the thought of being in his arms again because that's all I need to make these stupid thoughts go away.

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I finally arrive at his house and as I get out and go to my trunk to get my bags Chris comes out of nowhere and hugs me from the back.

"Hey babe." I hear him say next to my ear as I relax myself into him finally feeling him against me again. "Let's get your bags out and get inside yeah." He gives me a kiss on the cheek and lets me go and I already miss him, damn I'm so needy.

"Ye yeah g-good." I barely get out to say looking in his eyes making me almost unable to speak.

He gives a chuckle then quickly gets my bags out of the trunk and I get my stuff from the passengers seat.

Everything is inside as I quickly check my car once more and walk back to the house.

I take a step inside but apparently it's not fast enough as I get pulled in with force. I hear the door closed and I get pushed against it, two hands cupping my cheeks and met with his so perfect lips on mine.

"Hey." He says as he pulls away from me looking in my eyes intensely.

What I see is his need to be this close to me, just like I need it. "He." I try to reply as he crached his lips on mine again.

It's a kiss that says and is worth more than words could ever do and I know I was really being an total idjit.

The kiss is sweet and passionate but doesn't go further although I'm sure both of us wanted to but isn't needed right now.