The Perfect Embodiment (An Aleksi Kaunisvesi Story)

(28) Misfortune Finds It's Way

Lilith

The girls and I decided to throw a dinner party for the boys, because their new single We are No Saints was going to be dropping soon, I was so proud of Aleksi for the amazing work and effort they put in. I believe that they deserved the best.

"So we have everything right?" Liz asks me and I nodded, her and Joel seemed to be doing good but I had a feeling that something major was going to go down tonight. Mia walked in with the vegetables and stuff, we were all running around.

"So whose bring the booze?" Mia asks me, we knew that the boys had it covered with the liquor and stuff. But I was nervous about Tommi blurting something out in front of Aleksi.  I decided to get rolling with the fish, while Liz cooked the steaks and stuff. Although I was tired from a long day of work, I was really proud of my boyfriend.

"So how was the date with Joonas?" I asked Mia, and she had a smile.

"It was fun! Quite romantic ended with a walk also. Although he didn't drink so much." I smiled, while I sat around with my girls. God I missed them.

I heard the front door opening and I saw Aleksi step in followed by the boys and I rushed over to my black haired boyfriend and give him a kiss.

"Jesus get a room!" Olli says while covering his eyes, Aleksi pulls away with a smile.

"Wow that smells amazing!" Joonas says, while walking over to Mia and giving her a hug and kiss.

"Alright...couple more minutes. Dinner shall be served." I said, Joel and Tommi walked in with the liquor. Tommi and I glanced at each other, oh God...he looked like he remembered that night. I just wished that nothing would go wrong tonight. I didn't want it too, we all had to celebrate. I needed something strong to drink right now, my emotions were all over the place.

Liz and Joel were chatting and laughing, whereas Joonas and Mia were also like that. Aleksi and Olli were engaged in a deep conversation, while Tommi just sipped a cola or something. I'm glad he wasn't drinking. I felt Niko stand next to me.

"Are you good Lilith? You look on edge." The brown haired rapper says to me and I faked a smile.

"Something feels off Niko...I am waiting for misfortune to find it's way. God I love him Niko." I said with a smile on my face. Niko smiles at me.

"Oh I know little man is wild about you too!" Niko whispers, while I sighed with a smile. But Tommi glanced at me, I made sure not to maintain eye contact. I was scared that this night would be ruined and that I would be blamed.

Aleksi walked over to me and wrapped his arms around my waist, and placed a sweet kiss on my cheek and I turned around in his arms.

"God I love you!" I whisper, it was true indeed. I was madly in love, my love was so deep for him. Every waking moment I spent with him was my favorite....One thing he did for me is that he made me feel so loved. I knew that he would never break my heart. How could someone be as perfect as him? How did I get so fortunate...But maybe the universe was going to do something that would alter everything between us. If the universe did that...I would bleed internally and inwardly die.

"Boys dinner's served!" Liz called out, while we had a massive dining room table ready and we all gathered around and ate, Tommi would be glancing at me while Aleksi told me some funny moments behind the scenes. Aleksi looked so hot into those photos, I couldn't take my eyes off his beauty. I decided to gather some of the empty beers bottles and put it in the box so we wouldn't have any spills or accidents and I sat back down. Tommi kept giving me some intense glances, we were sitting in front of each other.

I wasn't that hungry...Because in the pit of my stomach. I had a bad feeling, I needed a smoke or something. I was playing around with my food until Olli noticed and brought it up.

"Hey Lil you've been awfully quiet and not eating. Is everything alright with you?" Olli asks me, while I glanced at the sandy blonde curly haired one.

"Yes...I'm just tired. I had about twenty patients with screaming toddlers and stuff." I whispered while pushing the food on my plate.

"You look like you're thinking about something." Olli says and I nodded, I was but I could not say it here.

"Excuse me a moment boys! I need some fresh air." I whispered and got up.

"Do you want me to come with baby girl?" Aleksi asks me and I shook my head no.

"No...I will be fine." I whispered, I got up and walked toward the balcony. My black hair blowing in the wind, I had a secret stash of cigarettes and I lit one up and smoked. I never smoked, it was only when I was feeling anxious about something. I was scared....I was scared about misfortune tonight. It should have been a night where the boys are supposed to enjoying themselves. God, I wanted to scream.

"Need some company?" I heard a voice behind me, of course it had to be Tommi. The tall drummer sat down across from.

"What do you want Tommi?" I asked while smoking the cancer stick, letting the smoke out of my lungs.

"Lilith I lied...I remembered the whole night. I know I flirted with you." Tommi says, no not like this! Please universe, don't get this to cause drama between Aleksi and I.

"Please Tommi...Don't say those words...Please don't!" I pleaded with him, while I closed my eyes and waited for the worse.

"Lilith I'm in love with you...There's nothing I can do about it now." Tommi whispers, while I glanced at the drummer with a tear streaming down my face.

"Honestly this is just fucked up, it's like whenever something good comes my way. Something had to mess it up like Violetta, then Spencer and now this. Don't I deserve to be happy?" I asked the tall drummer.

"Yes...I know it's so selfish of me. But I can't help it." Tommi says. I stared at him and begin to cry, because my love for Aleksi was so deep that it killed me inside to be even talking to another man.

"Please Tommi...Please let it be a joke!" I pleaded with him.

"But it's not a joke! I'm truly in love with you!" Tommi says.

"What the fuck?!" I heard a voice.... I felt the tears stream down my face. I knew that my life was over.

Misfortune finds it's way into my life!

A/N: Uh oh....Tommi confessed... Who do you think overheard this conversation? Is it Joel? Joonas? Olli? Niko? Or even Aleksi himself? Do you think Aleksi will be the one to find out? What do you think will happen? Why are Lilith and Aleksi always stuck in the middle of the drama? Do you think they'll stay together? Comment your opinions and thoughts..Do you want Aleksi and Lilith to be endgame? - MyVictim

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