Lilith Immaculate Pendragon is a single, unemployed pre-med student whose fiancée broke it off with her. Her friend Faith and boyfriend Mark suggest she join a dating website where she could meet a potential match and have a one night stand with.
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Mia moved in with Joonas, so I was back in my old flat. I was happy to have a place of my own, I begin to settle into my own room. It felt weird that Aleksi was no longer here. This break or whatever it was.
Three weeks had passed, I was six weeks pregnant now. I missed Rilla and waking up next to Aleksi, but as we knew, love isn't always fair! I had a doctor's appointment, just to check if everything is intact. Here I was laying in bed, ruminating about how stupid I could be!
I had dyed my hair back to burgundy, this is the colour I loved and belonged in. Christmas was eight days away, well there was a bun in the oven.
I got up and took a shower, and pulled on something:
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I was heading to the doctors, I was six weeks pregnant, and I drove my white BMW. Square sunglasses were adorning my face, is this what it felt like?
The reality of dealing of a child on your own. I don't blame Aleksi, I wouldn't want to deal with it. Broken promises. I walked into the clinic, it was a place of sterility, a black face mask adorned my face.
My doc martens hitting the floor, just waiting and weighing options. Abortion? Keep it and be a single mother. Then I would one hell of a job. Aleksi had been calling, but I've been ignoring him.
"Miss Pendragon the doctor will see you now." The nurse said and snapping me out of my thoughts. I slowly got up and put my sunglasses back into my bag.
I removed my clothes and put on the hospital scratchy plastic gown while I laid down. They were asking me basic questions and stuff. I sighed sadly.
"So, no father in the picture?" Doctor asks me and I shook my head no. She got her wand and placed it on my bare abdomen, she was showing me how the baby looked.
I was amazed, although I always thought Aleksi would have been a good dad. The way he was with Rilla, a tear streamed down my face and quickly wiped it away.
"I'll prescribe you some folic acid, because you're low on that vitamin. We must make sure that everything goes smoothly." The doctor explains. I had been taking prenatal vitamins that they told me about.
"Thank you!" I whispered with a small smile, she wipes away the gel and gives me some print out of the sonogram, I got dressed.
"When will I find out the gender?" I asked. She smiles at me. "You'll see the gender around twelve or thirteen weeks." She says, I nodded.
Christmas cheer was filling the air in Finland, Christmas music was blasting and decorations were littering the streets. I sat in the café, scrolling through my phone. The boys were having fun on their tour.
I sipped my hot chocolate and ate a chocolate scone, I sighed. Until I saw Aleksi standing with a purple haired woman in a photo, they looked happy. I laughed at myself.
"Excuse me? Can I sit here?" I heard the voice ask. I looked up and saw the half blonde and black haired man, he wore a black button-up shirt, black leather jacket, ripped skinny jeans and combat boots.
"Tyler?" I asked. We were both glancing at each other.
"Oh my God, Lilith! Your hair looks different, how are you?" He asks me and I found myself hugging him. He smelt perfect, I buried my face into his chest. I missed him.
"I missed you." I said with a smile, it was good to see an old friend, especially when you were going through something so tough.
"You look sad." Tyler says, while we finished our drinks and walked side by side, I sighed and nodded.
"I'm sad because I'm pregnant, and I don't think Aleksi wants to deal with the baby, I mean I don't know honestly maybe I should just abort it. But I want to raise it, I feel happy." I whispered while we sat next to each other on the bench and Tyler grabs my hand. I leaned my head against his shoulder, with a sigh.
"You will be a great mother." Tyler said, while we just stayed in silence. "But Aleksi is a fool, do you want me to kick his ass when he comes back from tour?" Tyler asks me, and I laughed.
"You don't have to!" I said to him, I laughed along with him. I sighed, I didn't want to be alone.
"He clearly deserves it, that fucking dumbass! He hurt you, and I am not standing here and letting him get away with that so easily! After all you two have been through with each other, how could he let all of that go?" Tyler asks me, and I shrugged. Tyler and I had brought some take away, and decided to watch a movie.
"I'm scared Tyler." I whispered, while he held my hand and supported. I felt a tear stream down my face.
"Hush Lilith, stop ruminating the stress isn't healthy for you nor the baby, and first of all who wouldn't want to be with you! You're beautiful, got one hell of a voice and are a decent human being. You know us men, we are stupid sometimes. We rush into our decision-making skills, and especially, perhaps he needs sometime to think." Tyler said and pulls me closer to him, and I sighed.
"Thank you." I whispered. Tyler had left, and I decided to have a bath and a shower, and my FaceTime was going off. I saw it was Aleksi.
I answered the call and I saw Aleksi in the backstage area, he looked pretty good.
"Lilith how are you? I tried calling you earlier and you didn't answer." Aleksi says and I nodded.
"Uh yeah I had to see the doctor, you know six weeks pregnant now. How is the tour going?" I asked him with a sigh.
"It's good but I miss you. How's the little one?" He asks me, I shrugged.
"Fine. Just got some more vitamins you know folic acid so I don't have an miscarriage and stuff." I said with a sigh.
"So I had sometime to think, maybe we can talk when I get back?" Aleksi asks me.
"Okay Aleksi, I miss you and Rilla." I whispered, a tear streamed down my face.
"I saw your hair is back to burgundy it looks nice on you, it reminds me of when we first met. God I remembered how beautiful you were." Aleksi whispered with a small smile playing his lips.
"Oh yes the first time I came over to hook up you mean?" I asked with a laugh. Now I'm pregnant with your baby.
"Lilith...I love you! I do want to be with you, but I'm scared." He whispers, I looked at him.
"Aleksi...I love you too! But I don't want you to be forced into being with me. Just take some time okay." I whispered, he looked so exhausted.
I let him go, I sighed and got into one of Aleksi's shirts and it smelt like him, I curled up onto my bed and sighed.
God, I hated what we created.
A/N: So... Tyler made a comeback, will Tyler help Lilith during this time? Will Aleksi make a good decision and come back to Lilith and the baby? - Nantia
P.S: New non-related BC a story coming soon, I'm so excited! Perhaps that story is going to be my time to retire from BC (HA! Just kidding)
