Stay With Me (boyXboy)

chapter 2

-2-

*Nate*

I spent the whole of the Sunday with Lucas. Laughing, Joking, playing, messing around... of course there was a couple of repeats of the night before... but as much as I love this and feel at ease with everything... I don't think I am ready to tell Jaxon about this. I was just about to get Luc's attention when he said my name. I looked at him. "I don't think we should tell Jax about this... not yet" he blurted out. I stared at him blankly for a few seconds although they felt like minutes. "I'm sorry if it hurts you I'm just not ready. Afterwards I pulled him into a passionate kiss. "I'm not ready either... it just shocked me a little bit that you said what I was thinking" I said after I pulled back... I wash blushing slightly. He kissed my rosy cheeks and snuggled into my chest... this is the first time that I had felt like I meant something to anyone in a long while... you know, not just a friend but as a soul mate. I grinned to myself and wrapped my arms around him.

The next day at school was hard... I just wanted to cuddle Lucas and kiss him. But I couldn't. We had to keep it a secret... just for now. I was sat next to Jax in English. I guess I kept staring into space because he kept nudging me to ask me if I was ok. I mean I guess I was fine... I couldn't get Luc out of my head.

-After School-

I was sat in my living room, the soft leather couch underneath me moulded perfectly to the shape of my butt. I was flicking through the channels on the TV... there wasn't anything particularly good on the TV so I settled on Scuzz. Suddenly I heard a knock on my door... my mum wasn't in so I had to answer it. I got up and walked slowly to the door... what?! Ok so I am a little paranoid about answering the door when I am on my own. I opened the door and there stood Jaxon, in tears, in the rain. I swiftly ushered him inside and got him a towel... "Are they fighting?" I asked. I got a nod in return. I pulled him into a hug... I didn't worry about the dampness that was now seeping onto my shirt as he sobbed into my shoulder... his parents fighting was a regular thing but it didn't normally get to the point where he was round my house in tears... he never told Lucas though which baffled me... Luc is our friend too.

"Come on let's get out of these wet clothes" I proposed. He nodded and we head upstairs to my bedroom.

I closed the door behind me, as I was the last in. Then I heard Jaxon's fragile voice speak up... this isn't a normal thing... he is normally so confident. "Nate?" he asked nervously. I looked at him slowly edging towards me. "C-can I try something?" he said. I nodded and wondered what he was talking about. Soon he was so close I could feel his breath against my face. Then he kissed me... he kissed me... but Luc... OH GOD! Why am I kissing back?... I was enjoying it though. I pulled him closer. He started to unbutton my shirt. Once they were undone I slipped the shirt off and pulled his T-shirt off. Let's just say that things got pretty steamy. And now here's me all confused about who I like... of course I let Jax stay the night... I can't let him go home to that scene that was unfolding when he left.