Stay With Me (boyXboy)

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*Lucas*

The day after my talk with Jaxon, thinking about how badly I wanted to run away with him, there was suddenly a knock at my door. What if it was him? my heart was fluttering, beating 10000 miles a minute. I get to the door. Mason was there. He started rambling on about how he felt bad and blah blah blah. I took a deep breath in. I REALLY needed Mason to stop talking for five minutes so that I could wrap my head around it all. In the end I had to lock myself in the bathroom, just to avoid hitting him. But still he carried on through the door.

After a Few minutes I swing the door open and hit him square in the face. I see a pile of Mason on my floor, clutching his nose. I would be lying if I said it wasn't satisfying to see him in pain, but this is what I was trying to avoid. I went and got an ice pack out of the freezer. Once I got back to Mason, he was sitting up. I dropped the ice pack into his lap and went to sit down on the couch.

I was numb from the information I had received. Everything was just so hard to process. My head fell into my hands. I didn't wish to see the world at that particular moment in time. I felt like Lashing out. I felt like throwing up. I felt like crying. All of that, but at the same time. Above everything else I just wanted to be held by Jaxon. The person I have spent so long trying to avoid was the only person I wanted around me, just then maybe I could think straight. But I pushed him away and made him think that I don't care about him.

Once I had collected something that vaguely resembled a thought I decided that I should talk to Mason. "Get out." He seemed to understand. "Keep the ice pack, and tell your slut that I want a paternity test." Mason bit his lip, nodded and silently left my flat.

For the rest of the day I contemplate whether texting Jax would be a good idea or not.

Eventually I decided against it and kept my phone off and kept myself busy.

I heard a knock on my door. I didn't want to answer it. Partly because I didn't want to speak to anyone, but mainly because in the time that I had my phone off, I had tided my apartment to the point that you could eat off the floor and I didn't want anyone to fuck it up.

Eventually after the persistent knocking of 10 minutes, I reluctantly opened the door. It was Maisie, I began to slam the door in her face. She kept it open, starting to push me back, making me sound like the bad guy. "YOU said that you would always be there for me. Now I'm having YOUR baby and you can't be bothered to answer my calls or texts" I sat there completely shocked by what's going on. Then I figured it out. She didn't know Mason had told me. Calmly, I smirked. I felt eerily calm. "Mason told me you guys have been together behind my back. So I need proof that the baby is mine. If it is, we can try and make this work, but good luck if it's his. Don't let the door hit you on the way out." I knew that she wanted me to be the father. I had the better Job.

I had showered and decided to head out of the door. Maybe to the cafe that Nate's mum owned. I was not taking my phone anywhere for anything.