Being with Eric could be really good but it could also be pretty bad. You two definitely loved each other but you guys also really pushed each other's buttons like no one else. You had went to one of his concerts here in LA to support him which you had a blast at but afterwards got into a huge fight when he was talking to a group of girls and got their phone number. Literally while you were there. You broke up with him then because if he was willing to do that while you were right there; he was willing to do much more while you weren't.
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~~ He came over that night, cried to you. He told you how you were the best thing that has happened to him. Eric said that moments with you were the only ones that was able to slip through the deep abyss of darkness, moments where he was actually able to feel happy. You made up. Got back together. You didn't mention the girls' phone number again.
~~ The second time you broke up was when you went to a party with Leah. It was a really nice party. A lot of celebrities were there. Machine Gun Kelly and Pete Davidson to name a few. You two had sat down with the two gentleman and instantly hit it off. All four of you were laughing the whole night, so much so, you had to use your inhaler afterwards. Pete wouldn't let you live it down the whole night. You can't quite remember how it happened but you ended up taking a picture with Pete and two of your other friends and Eric hated it.
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He ended calling you all the names in the book that night which you honestly just ignored. The night was a great night and you weren't going to let his jealously ruin it.
On the ride back home, you were scrolling through instagram when you thought about Pete for the first time since you left his presence. So. You searched and followed him on insta. He immediately followed you back.
Eric was sitting on your couch when you got home. Assuming to see if you would bring anyone home with you. You did. Leah. You two didn't say anything as you passed him to go to your bedroom. He left shortly after you closed the bedroom door. That night wasn't the night for his games. A couple days later you two got back together.
Things were good for a while after that honestly. A few hiccups in between but nothing crazy. Except the time you came home and Eric had cut himself on his neck and chest. They weren't too deep but deep enough that blood ran from them. You took the knife from him and silently cleaned him up while he watched you. He didn't say anything as you did it but afterwards it was the best hookup you had at the time. He was very passionate and caring. As you two lay there together, he thanked you for everything you did for him, for trusting him, and getting back together. He also mentioned the reason that he cut himself; to try and feel something.
