surprisingly i remember everything that happened last night. i heard that when you drink alot, you dont really remember the events that occurred.
i feel fine. except the fact i have a throbbing headache, and im running to the bathroom to puke my guts out. on top of that i want to bawl my eyes out.
but i feel fine. i remember vinnie bringing me home, the ride was silent. i told him thanks as he walked me to my door.
i havent heard from hub yet. i run the bathroom at the thought of his name. bleck. i vomit into the toilet. gross. i nag while flushing the toilet.
i wanted to do something to take my mind off of him after all, i cant let my whole life revolve around a unfortunate event.
i grab my acrylic paints and set a canvas up on an eisel. black, gray, white, the colors i chose to paint with. putting on my airpods and press my playlist.
save your tears for another day started playing. i love this song, but now, is not the time. i feel my eyes getting watery, all the events of last night flooding my mind.
- a single teardrop falling from your eye -
i dont want to cry, it's taking everything in me to not overflow. as the black and gray paint mixes on the canvas i can feel myself letting out a not so silent sob.
- i don't know why, i runaway -
just then, i feel everything crashing down on me. like once before. i burst out into tears. putting my paint away a salty tear runs down my face, into the crevice of my lips.
- i make u cry when, i runaway -
its this one account on Instagram, usually helps cheer me up. maybe i can check and see if they posted something new. its like a satisfying thing, for some reason it clears my mental state.
- take me back cause i wanna stay -
i open in instagram, my mouth drops open and all those emotions come rushing back in, like a tsunami invading a small town.
- save your tears for another day -
i couldn't believe my eyes. actually, yea i can. i shouldve known this love thing wasnt real
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billnai: we r making children tonight. @prnhub
billnai: GUYS HUB MADE THE DUMB CAPTION. prnhub: did i lie tho? billnai: 🧍🏻♀️uh.
isamwa1: ship, ship ninniestan: a ship that will never sail! billnai: PLEAS.. ily isa
brwnhairgirl: what the hell i saw him w sage at the party 😀 billnai: oh yea u were the one that told her where we were at 🥺 die bitch usrq: @imiss.the.rage.sage 👀 imiss.the.rage.sage: what is this henny.
