he changed me ;𝐯𝐡

10; car ride

sage

what. the. fuck. was this real? he actually touched my ass, MY ASS. no shame at all- in his game. ISA. OH MY GOD... what about isa.

shit. thats like typically cheating. i run my hands through my hair as i sit on the toilet lid. thinking of how im gonna deal with this.

he should not have done it- but i liked it- UGH NO, thats so wrong. i dont like it! i shouldn't like it? i should like it? my god, im so confused.

i let out an exaggerated sigg before grabbing my clothes and put them on. it was simple. a leather jacket and black joggers with a simple white crop top.

the black nail polish on my fingers kinda chipped, from me biting my nails often. i but my messy hair into a ponytail, not even bothering to comb it.

i think what vinnie is doing, is a good distraction. i havent thought about hub, since. though it was wrong he had a good way of taking my mind off of him.

i walk back out, to see him sitting on the couch with his phone in his hand. his arm lounging on the back of the couch.

"im ready" i say, my voice a bit raspy. i clear my throat. he looks up at me and smiles. he gets up and walks over to me, crouching down in front of me.

"what are you do-" i say before he cuts me off with laughter. hes still crouched down. "get on my back" he continuesly laughs.

i laugh along with him. grabbing onto his shoulders and wrapping my legs around his back. "no, no NO! IM TOO HEAVY" i yell out still laughing.

"girl, what do u eat? sticks and leaves? your like 2 pounds" he laughs as we head out the door. i lightly smack his head.

"ill have you know sir, i mostly eat hot cheetos, and snickers" i say sassing back at him. he laughs and locks the door.

- in the car -

"do you want to listen to music?" he asks me handing me the aux. i grab it and connect my phone. i press my 'car ride 🌿' playlist.

dead man walking by brent faiyaz, starts playing. i love yhis song. vinnie starts driving. "drop the roof and let the smoke clear" vinnie sings.

"AHH BRENT STAN" i squeal him. we sing together. "if i catch you nodding off its gonna be some shit" we sing and i lean against his arm.

the song ends. "vinnie where are we going, you never told me" i said to him. looking at his side profile. god this man is hot. i catch myself staring.

he smirks. "a picture, is garunteed to last longer" he says laughing. i turn away a bit embarrassed.

"we're going to an abonded skate park, i like to go there when im feeling down. i think youll like it." it was late at night.

i nod.

- at the skate park -

"VINNIE-" i shriek as he picks me up and takes me under this arch. it was a table and old skate board and an abonded pool.

"woww" i say in awe. this was pretty cool. we sit down at the table and stare at each other for a few moments before laughing.

"did you see hub and nai's post this morning?" he asked me. i feel myself getting a little sad again.

"yea, it was cute" i sighed. i knew i was lying, i was actually really hurt. i guess he could see through my bullshit. because he suggested the unexpected.

"you know, i know a way all of your pain can go away for a while" he says in a sneaky tone. i was confused.

"what, how?" i asked. he reached in his pocket and pulled out some kind of drug? i don't know. he puts it to his mouth and lights it.