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Even though it's pitch black in front, run forward~ 2NE1 Can't Nobody

Dahyun POV:

We'd rushed Emma to the hospital after finding her passed out on the floor with a two needles sticking out of her, obviously the person had rushed off. I'd only taken my eyes off of her for one second and she had a needle in her neck. I'd come running back and one was protruding from her heart. I didn't want to worry the girls any more than they was but it wasn't sounding very good. I was just glad they didn't understand medical terminology.

I walked into the hospital room where Emma was lying, surrounded by a group of people. She was hooked up to all sorts of IV drips and one was taking blood from her, obviously containing the poison which would need to be checked. The girls were in a group around her, stressing, worrying, crying. I debated on whether to call her parents or brother and after a stern reminder from Jihyo, we decided against it. She hated them, they kidnapped her, no call.

Sana looked the most broken up, she was her roommate after all. I guess I should be in worse condition but I wasn't. I was too busy blaming myself, too busy worrying. I guess everyone was dealing with their emotions in a different way. After they all looked at me and I shook my head, they'd resigned to dealing with the fact she might never wake up. "She's strong. She's got out of a major medical problem before," Jihyo reminded us, trying to bring up our spirits. But, her voice broke and she sat down before she could say anything else.

I curled myself up on the only free chair left and stared at Emma's peaceful face, it looked like she was smiling, maybe she was finally happy. I hope whoever did this to her was in a worse condition than she was right now, I hope he was curled up under a bus somewhere living out the rest of his days in the Arctic with a summer shirt on. Or, drowning in the middle of the Arctic ocean. I was being too mean. No, I was being just.

There was a noise and we all looked to it at the same time, it was the heart monitor and it showed a straight, flat, green line. Now it was the tears turn to take over. The guilt was eating inside of me. The sudden, strong emotions.  The fact that she had the rest of her life to live out and she was only 20. There was another noise and my head snapped towards it, Sana was hyperventilating and crying at the same time.

Sana spoke suddenly and it sounded as if she drank a lot of water and choked on it, "You promised you would always be here Emma. You said 'I'll always be here' Emma. You promised. I still need you." Her voice was so heart breaking it had me and everyone else in the room on the verge of tears. I looked at Jihyo who was comforting her and saw her with two tears running down her face, broken and lost. Just like everyone else in this room right now. Just like everyone who has been left by Emma Wang.

Momo said quietly, "I don't know if anyone wants to open this but it's here and it's from Emma. She gave it to me and said open it when I'm gone. I didn't think it would be so soon, I just-" she broke off and took in a deep breath. I grabbed the letter from her hands and opened the envelope carefully, it felt delicate and just like Emma would want it to be. It read:

The last message from Emma Wang,

Guys, hey, I've never found the need to write a letter because I've never had great friends before. All I've had was toxic bitches so thank you :) I guess there is a few things I need to address and I need to do it quick or Jihyo will have my ass for keeping her waiting too long. This is like a will so, if I don't live until a ripe old age, you have this shitty piece of A4 paper with lines on to refer back to. Oh, and I guess it's also a goodbye. I know we have a few vengeful people on our backs and that's why I'm writing this.

Nayeon, I remember like it was yesterday, I sat next to you and you was quiet but I thought you were so pretty and looked so badass it was awesome. I remember when you was nice to me and you was the first person I was friends with in this entire school (apart from Mrs Da in English of course) and I was so happy, I felt included it was weird. You hair was gorgeous that day too. 

Tzuyu, I remember that you were sat in front of me when I met you and you had such a nice smile on your face it was so cute. I first thought you was like an angel your visuals were out of this world, and you were so tall too:) I remember you was always nice to me and you never fell for my bullshit and I went on my first mission with you remember?  You talked me up to Jihyo, thanks for that.

Jeongyeon, oh honey, where do I start? I remember your short blonde hair and it was so beautiful. I remember telling you a stupid story about a Chinese army and my name but you seemed too enthralled it was so fun. You asked me if I'd like to sit with you and your friends and for that I'll forever be thankful, you were my key to this world and I will forever be in your debt.

Sana, I love you and your kindness, offering me your pyjamas when I had none, sharing your room with me and those midnight random conversations. I'll never get the answer to whether a bean was a descendant of a vegetable. You were so nice, so pretty and so fun I had the best time. I'll never forget our promise and if I break it I'm very sorry but, I just can't help getting into trouble you know?

Jihyo, please call me Emma just this once? As a goodbye present. Yes, I thank you for letting me in the group and for taking care of me where my parents failed to. I thank you for helping me, caring for me and just being your gorgeous self. I love your witty comebacks and your cute laugh. Jihyo, I just thank you for being you.

Chaeyoung, I'm still scared of you but I think you're cute at the same time too. I'll never doubt your shots and I'll never be forgetful of the time you nearly knocked me out with an AK-47. You were always so nice to me and I feel I am repeating myself a lot but this shit can't be helped okay. Oh, and I still love your short, easy hair style I might try it one day. If there is a one day.

Mina, thanks for letting me like your ex and still being friends with me. Thanks for doing about sixty projects together and thanks for warning me about Sixeng. Thank you for always being there with me and for being a bad girl which I still can't get enough of. I owe a lot to you Mina I do. You still fool me making me fall for your charms all over again.

Dahyun, I love you for saving my life a billion times. For checking I'm still here and alive every now and then. I love you for always being the first one to worry about me and my health. You are a gorgeous specimen and you'll never hear the end of it. Gorgeous inside and out. I'm sad that I didn't know you before you turned up. I'm also very sorry for the stress I've caused you, I'm sure now that can be gone. :)

Momo, I still feel like you're a mystery to me, I'm sorry about that. I feel the adventure we did go on together, the one with Stray Kids, Jihyo and Sana yeah? That was fun. I really worried for you as well. Hands down you are the most diverse person I've ever saw, beautiful and scary and still stone-cold but also so nice. And thank you for giving this letter to everybody. I trust you. Thank you for letting me in your life.

So, I guess I love you all differently. Tell Jackson I'm sorry. Tell Doyoung I'm sorry. Tell The Boyz, Ateez, T M R, Keeho and his friends, Minnie and her friends, everyone I'm sorry. Tell WayV I'm sorry, but I'm also still holding a grudge. Tell Sicheng that I thank him. Tell them all and yourselves goodbye too. If I had anything worth money I'd leave it to you but all I have is you guys so, keep yourselves and move on. Be happy. Be healthy and I love you. I love you all so goddamn much it hurts. Goodbye and good luck.

Love,

Emma (Ka-ying) Wang.