november

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you say hello
like nothing has happened
like it's still three fucking years ago
you say it, like you have the right to be called parent

you say hello
but you tell me so much more
claim all my achievments as your own
pretend we ever shared a home

you say hello
but you make me want to vomit
you send my heart into a panic
make me wonder if you're fucking manic
make me wish I was a comet
an confirm that you're just fucking shallow

you say hello
and yet you say so much more
you show that you still live in what-would-be
you show that you're a coward
you show that you're so much smaller than me
but I have you overpowered
and I don't even remember
most of what you did
because I was a fucking kid
and I was again this november

Mon. 15. Nov. 19:50

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