all i know

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i wish i knew this was a rom-com movie
so i'd know you feel the same
for, oh, that night you showed me 
things i could not pretend
fuck i feel unnamed
when does this end?

well truth is, i don't want it to
and i don't believe you do
but how could i know?
what does "might love you bit too much" even mean?
one is certain though
that night, my jealousy was green

still, we are friends
and i can't tell anyone about this
i can't help but remember your kiss
and i wonder: is this how much time she, too, spends

but no wondering and yearning
keep me from falling in the ditch
oh i keep on longing and turning
Yet all i know is: love is a bitch

saturday, december 19th, 2:30 am

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