Behind the Closed Doors - KSIMON

10-Kiss

EDITED✅
SIMON's POV-

Me and JJ now mostly sleep in his bed, we never move. It's quite unhealthy. I look over at him as he comes out his bathroom from showering and I fake a sad look. "What's up?", he asks confuses. "You didn't invite me", i say and his face drops and he gets down and rolls in the cracked up bits of Pringles we dropped when we were drunk.

"Oh would you look at that I need a shower again", he says dumbly and I drop my fake sad look and laugh. "Your so dumb", i laugh and he looks confused. "Wait what? You weren't sad?", he asks and I shake my head no. "Little shit", he says before trying to walk around his bed to get to me but I move.

"Your in a towel stop", i laugh, my ribs and stomach hurting. "Ok and?", he asks and I feel my cheeks heat up. "Okay JJ im going for a shower", i laugh and go to his bathroom but he follows. I undress not caring he won't look anyways.

The showers steams the windows up and I slip in. I hear him brushing his teeth and washing his face with some weird shit. I turn around from him and put some shampoo in my hair but then I feel hands in my hair.

They aren't mine. Well duh Simon.
"JJ?", I whisper and he kisses my shoulder. "JJ..we shouldn't", i say softly. "Why not?", he challenges and I just breath in sharply. "This isn't good JJ, you have a girlfriend", I try reason with him but he doesn't listen. "Had", he corrects and I roll my eyes at him.

He always has something to say. He continues to pepper kisses along my back, i bite my lip holding a moan in. "Why don't you let them out", JJ whispers in my ear. "Because I know you don't want me", i say sadly, he sighs angrily before getting.

I roll my eyes, I wash my hair and stand in the shower for maybe another twenty minutes. I get out and wrap the towel around my lower end and leave. JJ's sits on his bed and looks at me but I walk out to my own room.

I stand there looking around it feels weird being back in this room. I never sleep in it anymore I'm always with JJ, I get some clothes and change. I grab JJ's car keys and slip shoes on before leaving.

He won't care where I'm going anyways. I hop in and speed off to the shops. We need some food in anyways. I put my mask on and make sure I have my card for contactless payment.

I get all the food we need and some new blankets and pillows. I got some clothes and then loaded it all into the car. I get my phone out and call Tobi. "Hey Simon what's up?", I hear Tobi ask.
"Out in the shops. Need anything?", i ask and he stays silent for a few minutes then I hear something bang. "You fall over?", i joke and he laughs. "Fuck off I dropped my smoothie. I need apple juice, smoothies and shit like that", he says and I nod and say to see him soon.

I go back into the shop getting as much as apple juice as I could find and some different types of smoothies. It was about £60 of this. Wont tell Tobi that.

I get back in the car and make my way to Tobi's. I drop the bags at his door, I'm wearing gloves so no corona for us. I ring the doorbell and he comes and opens it and his eyes water. "Tobi man what's up?", i ask confused.

"I'd open the door and right about now we'd hug. We can't hug man and it's just me in here". He sounds so sad. I sit down about six feet away from him and pull some skittles out of my pocket.

"Let's hang", i joke and he sits on the floor at his doorway. "Let's hang", he laughs.

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Me and Tobi talked for hours, i was now on the hour drive home and JJ was blowing my phone up according to my Apple Watch but my phone is at home so I took my watch off and threw it in the back. Distracting me while im driving.

I pull up and get all the bags out and head to the lift. I walk to our door and see officers. "Officer?", i ask and one looks at me up and down. "Simon minter?", he asks and I nod. And he sighs. "You were about to be reported an official missing person", he says and I widen my eyes. What the fuck? "By who?", I ask and just as I do JJ comes out. The officer points at him and I nod.

"Well I'm fine. You can leave", i say and he nods. He goes to shake my hand but stops himself. He nods and leaves. "Really? The police?", i ask and he looks back at me angry. "You just left. No message, no call, nothing then you were gone for hours what was I supposed To do?", he shouts and I nod and drop the bags in the kitchen before going to my room.

He stops me and shoves me into the wall. I sigh as the pain shoots up my back. Dickhead. "JJ", i say whining. He rolls his eyes and breaths heavily. "I was so worried", he says and I nod. I feel bad, I should've told him. "I went to see tobi", I explain and he backs off.

"I didn't go near him. He needed juice also needed company. He looks like shit", i say and JJ nods before coming over and hugging me. "Don't leave unless you tell me. I can't live with my self if you left and the last thing was us being pricks to each other", he says and I nod.

He leans down and we stare at each for what seems forever. He leans in and I don't move. I hope this is a good decision. I lean in too and we kiss. Softly, he holds me as if I'll disappear and then he kisses me harder.

Pushing me back into the wall. He breaks away and I look scared. "Jump", he says simply and I do. He carries me into his room and lands his lips on mine too. I smile into the kiss which he does too.

"JJ", i say breaking away and he looks worried. I smile and shake my head. He's okay with this. "Your ok?", i ask and he nods before kissing again.

We land on his bed and he moves his kisses to my neck and collarbone and this time I let my moans slip out. "Simon", he says and I look down at him and leans in again.

"Don't leave me, ever".