My Love For Him

Chapter 42-43 The End

Posted by: xrecexbellax Oct 27 2008, 08:10 PM

Chapter 42

Shawn POV 2days later

After the whole thing was cleared up, my mother and brother went back to Washington DC. I was more than glad to see them leave. Yes, she was my mom and he was my brother, but she was never there for me, and I don't need her now. I'm a grown ass man, with my own family. I got a job, a beautiful girlfriend, and the cutest son in the world. If I had all of this, then why wasn't I happy anymore. Maybe because Beyonce wasn't talking to me. Or maybe because her mother was using the stunt my mom pulled against her, causing her to be even more distant.

I walked into the bedroom and watched as she changed Justin's diaper "Hey baby"

She didn't even look at me "Hi". Those were her answers toward me. Short, simple, and quiet.

"Soo umm...I was thinking we could go to the park today"

"I can't"

"Why not"

"Errands" she replied softly

"Well do you mind if I take Justin with me then. You know a little father son, bonding"

"Sure" she started to pack his baby bag with everything he was going to need for the day. I offered to help, but she didn't want me to. She just mumbled a straight "move." while brushing past me to get some other stuff from his room. I don't know what it is. It's been two days and she hasn't said more than a paragraph to me. And it was starting to freak me out. Giving me the idea that this wasn't what she wanted after all, after we both went through trials and tribulations to fight for our relationship. But I guess the battle wasn't over yet. I spent a lot of time fighting for her heart, and I'll be damned if I give up on keeping it.

I bounced Justin up and down on my knee, while holding his stomach, making him giggle "You need some baby aerobics, little man."

"da-da" he replied, reaching up and pulling my lip. All I could do was laugh, while removing his sticky fingers, from the popsicle I let him have.

"Here" Beyonce replied, tossing the bag at me before making her way towards the bathroom, closing the door behind her.

"Here J, you sit here for a second " I said, placing him in his swing with a pacifier. I went and opened the bathroom door, and found Beyonce standing in front of the mirror looking at herself. I walked up behind her and placed my hands on her hips. She looked at me through the mirror and lowered her head "What's the matter. Everytime I come around you, you act like I don't exist."

" I'm sorry"

I kissed her neck "Sorry for what"

"It's just that this whole thing with my mom is really starting to get to me. It's like she doesn't even care about me anymore. Like she never gave birth to me. Do you know how bad that hurts. It hurts alot. It feels like someone just stuck their hand inside of me, and ripped my heart out. Stomping on it without any regret" she looked up at me with her red eyes, tear stains painted on her face. It made me hold her closer and tighter

"You know no matter what, I'm gonna be right here by your side. Doesn't matter what it is, I'll support whatever you say. I just want to make you happy baby"

"You do make me happy Shawn..." we locked eyes as she finished her sentence "I just wish other people would see that"

Slowly I started to kiss her neck, biting it gently with my teeth. She moaned and pushed herself backwards onto my chest. I lifted my head up off of her skin to speak "If they can't see that I make you happy, then let's make it all about us. Me, you and Justin. And our other admirers of course. Against the ones who don't understand. What do you say"