Hesitant

Chapter eight

I am in the simulation room ready to be evaluated. I'm injected and I'm ready and in the sim.
The first is me in a mirror exept I'm extremely goth.
"You killed her. you could have talked her out of it. murderer.you killed vena." I smashed the mirror
"I didnt kill vena. but you I have." I said and then I was in an erudite feild. eric's friend Axle was there. oh no.
Axel starts kissing me and starts to inbutton my shirt.
My shirt comes off.
"Stop." I said he slapped me.
"No b*tch!" He said and continued I kicked his groin and he bent down I grabbed his head and brought my knee and smashed it into his face and side kicked him and he fell to the ground. that had actually happened to me back in erudite.
Then the next and most embarrassing.
I was only in a black bra and black panties in the dorm. Peter walks in and sees me.
"We are daughntless now." he said and I nodded
"Well let's be daughntless." he said and kissed me hungrily and pushed me against the wall and I kissed back then he started kissing my neck
"Stop." I said
"Peter stop!" I said
"come on be daughntless." he said
"No!" I said he was pulled off me and punched and kicked to the floor vena stood there.
"I saved your ass ounce don't make me do it again." she said and disapeared.
Then it was just as I drifted into the sim. exept Peter walked up to me and embraced me in a hug. I saw the whole thing good job." he said
"Thanks... The whole thing?even-"
"Yes I did." he said making eye contact he stepped back and kneeled on the floor looking up at me. molly and drew beside him doing the same. I had a gun in my hand.
Eric's voice was heard
"Daughntless and erudite a deadly combination. we share that combination. we share this combination. with is we will be victorious.
"Shoot them." Jeneine said
"No" I said and turned hitting Jeneine's gun away. I turned to her
"I'm dauntless now I don't take orders from you." and I shot her I jolted awake and the leader's all clapped this time, for real and no Peter in sight. I walked out of the room and walked towards the dormitory. I went in.
"Hey ashley."
"Hey." I answered sadly
"What's wrong?" Peter asked
"Nothing." I said my voice cracking
He sat next to me on my bed
"You could tell me anything,you know that." he said
"I know it's just..."
"Just what?" He asks
"You were in my fear landscape.twice"
He sat there processing what I had just said
"Your...your scared of...of me?"
"No not you but I'll explain."
"Okay."
"So back in erudite I had been...you know...that...but I was forced to do it. the Memory is in my fear landscape. after that one is-"
"Someone...touched you?"
"Y-yea."
"Who are they." he said angered
"A guy named Jax he is factionless. before he got to do anything Eric had saved me. Anyway after that fear was...was...you" I said I didn't realize that a tear had fallen from my eye.Peter quickly moved his hand to my face and wiped it away.
"What was I doing in your fear?" He asked
"you...you did what...what Jax did"
He sat there silently.he wrapped his arms around me and hugged me.
"I would never ever ever do that unless you were okay with it" he said hugging me
I hugged him back
"I know you wouldn't."
Peter looked at me and started to lean in
"Come on love birds Time to ensure our place in daughntless!" Drew called from the door with mollly.