Hesitant

Chapter three

Back to Ashley POV.
I woke up earlier then I had to. everyone else was still asleep so I grabbed my towel and took a shower. I stepped out towel still rapped around and everyone still asleep. keeping my towel wrapped around me I looked around nervously and keeping the towel on I pulled on my underwear and I faced the wall letting the towel fall and putting on my black bra. I decided on jeans . I pulled them on and started to brush my semi dry hair.
I turned when I heard a noise Peter was sitting up in his bed and he was sleepily looking straight ahead. I quickly pulled on a black t-shirt and grey hoodie with the words daughntless initiate printed on it in black. Peter stood up noticing me.
"Hey ashley." he said
"Morning," I said some others began to stir and wake up. Peter walked over to the showers with. A pair of shorts in his hand. I turned away and made sure I had everything for the day. now to wait for drew,peter and molly. Molly was currently getting down from her bunk and looked at me with a smile.
She picked up some cloths and changed into them.
Her and drew went to breakfast and so did most of the others and some were about to leave or walking out the door. then Peter walked back into the room in just black cargo shorts.(lacrosse shorts that are made out of that jersey like material) he wasn't looking at me so I looked at him. my eyes scanned over his toned chest and abs to his shoulders. I have to admit he was well built. good for Daughntless. And no I was not checking him out.then I just looked up at the bottom of the bunk above me.
He then said something.vi could hear he was next to me probably on his bed.
I was a little fear ful of looking at him. I know it sounds really abnegation of me but, I was scared of intimacy. I've had boyfriends before but we never got as far as that. now no I'm not imploring I want to have sex with him. in just saying that I hate to see people naked even half naked. I rolled over onto my side facing him. he was standing up looking down at me expectedly.
"Hm?" I asked
"Ready to go?" He said probably repeating it.
"Yea,sorry I didn't hear you the first time. I stood up and so did he. he now had on a black t-shirt.
We walked in silence to the cafeteria. I picked up a muffin and quickly ate it before getting up and going to the training room with all the other Initiates. four and Eric were there waiting.
"Today we will show you some fighting moves. tomorrow you fight each other so that means,pay attention." Four said sharply.
He showed us some moves. I felt I did good but when training was over I went to dinner taking a sandwich and ate it on the way back to the training room. I started practicing again.i kicked my imaginary aponent in the stomach then I grabbed their head smashing my knee to their nose and kicking their side.
"That move will ensure you to win, use it tommorow." Eric said behind her
"Hi eric." I said with a smile
"Hey there little cousin he said with a smile of his own.
"Where did you learn that?" He asked
"Oh, I taught myself."
"You have known you wanted to choose daughntless for a while Huh?" He asked
"Yea, a few years. after you left I started training.oh and I never congratulated you on becoming a leader" I said
"Thank you." he said with a smile
"Now use that move and keep practicing the moves four told you. I know you can get a very high rank here" he said encouragingly as he walked away he called over his shoulder.
"Erudite is smart, daughntless is tough. together they are a deadly combination.we share this combination, now use it right and you will succeed the victor."
Only if he knew what I really was. how I was different.
A/N
HAYO! Pic of ashley and sweatshirt in side bar :3