Jennie's Pov
"Baby ako ng magkakarga kay Carlos. Baka mabigatan ka" Sabi niya sabay kuha sakin kay Carlos na kasalukuyang natutulog sa mga bisig ko.
It's already 6 in the evening at alam kong maya-maya lang din ay dadating na si Rosé at Jisoo para sunduin ang anak nila.
I wanted to have our baby too pero mukhang ayaw pa ni Lisa dahil never niya pang nababanggit sa akin na gusto niya ng magka-anak but that's fine kasi busy pa naman kaming dalawa sa work at hindi pa namin mababantayan ng maayos ang magiging anak namin.
Maybe we'll just focus ourselves to each other muna. Tsaka na ang baby kapag handa na kaming pareho.
"Penny for your thoughts?" She waves her hands in front of my face kaya nginitian ko nalang siya.
"Nothing baby. I'll just cook us dinner okay?" I said before kissing her cheeks then make my way to the kitchen.
But she followed me habang karga karga pa rin si Baby Carlos. "What's for dinner?" I faced her then smile.
"Adobo I guess"
"Great! That's your favorite right?" Naguguluhang tinitigan ko siya sa mata. Adobo's not my favorite dish kaya nagtataka talaga ako na confident pa siyang nagtatanong.
"Hon I just like adobo but sinigang is my favorite. Have you forgotten it already?"
"Oh sorry. It was Kim's favorite pala" I nod. Alam ko naman kung sinong Kim ang tinutukoy niya and that's her ex girlfriend which is my soul right now.
Ang hirap naman neto. Kalaban ko ang sarili kong kaluluwa. I am fighting against my own soul pagdating sa pagmamahal ni Lisa.
I shouldn't be feeling this way. I shouldn't feel any jealousy but I just can't.
"We maybe one Lisa, pero hindi ibig sabihin nun lahat ng bagay ay pareho na kami" I smiled before I do my work.
Natahimik naman siya then minutes later I heard footsteps leaving. Baka nagpunta sa sala para ihiga si Carlos.
Patapos na akong magluto when I heard our doorbell rang. Hinayaan ko nalang cause alam ko namang pagbubuksan na yun ni Lisa and I was right cause I see my cousin making her way papunta saakin habang karga karga na ang anak niya.
"Cous kunin ko na si Carlos ah? Thank you and sorry sa abala"
"Already? Patapos na din ito, dito na kayo kumain"
"No it's fine. Thank you talaga" she kissed my cheeks before leaving.
When I turn my gaze to my wife she's smiling. A sweet smile indeed. Pasalamat kang babae ka mahal kita.
"Why are you smiling huh Manoban?" she made her way to me then hug me
"Baby hmm do you think we're ready na to.. you know" malambing na tugon nito.
"To what Manoban? Hindi ako manghuhula kaya deritsohin mo'ko" she chuckle.
"Kahit kailan talaga ang sungit sungit mo. Magkaibang magkaiba kayo ni Kim pagdating sa bagay na yan" she said laughing. Nginitian ko lang siya ng peke tsaka ko tinabig ang kamay niyang nakapulupot sa bewang ko.
Palagi nalang Kim. Sa loob ng limang taong pagsasama namin Hindi niya man lang nakalimutang banggitin yan. Nakakaselos kaya pero ano namang magagawa ko?
"Why is my baby's grumpy all of a sudden?" I ignore her.
"Yah baby... My wife.. Honey" tawag pansin niya pero nagmatigas pa rin ako. Nagpapalambing lang self? I thought to myself then laugh
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