Chapter 10: Revelation

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I woke up the next morning eager to get to my creative writing class. After reading Reese's story I felt like I knew him a little bit more regardless of the fact that there were a ton of questions floating in my mind. Was Reese bisexual? Or gay? I know he definitely likes women because I have seen him with that blonde chick on multiple occasions.  

As I let my curiosity invade my brain I went downstairs to have breakfast. To my surprise I saw James sitting at the breakfast table eating waffles. 

"Shouldn’t you be in school?" I asked, raising an eyebrow.

"No! Can't you see I don't feel well?" he quickly snarked back. 

"You look perfectly fine to me. Looks like you're slacking! It's okay Jay...when I was in high school I used to play hooky all the time. It's no big deal if it's every once in a while" I shook my hand through his hair playfully. 

"Mmm i guess it is okay as long as I get the big brother seal of approval." 

I chuckled as I poured myself a bowl of cereal. 

James and I just sat there comparing stories of freshman year. I told him stories about all the teachers he currently had because since it was such a small school I had them all too.

"So how do you like high school so far?" I asked. 

"It's okay. It could be better but nothing I can't handle." 

“Having a rough time at all?”

“Well you know how high school is! It’s like you gotta fit in to survive. I hate being fake so I just lay low to get by and it’s all good. No problems at all so far.”

James had a look of uneasiness about him. I could see it in his eyes. I know what it’s like to have to pretend in high school especially in regards to having to shield my own sexuality to maintain some degree of privacy. I didn’t want to poke too much at James’ problems, because I know that teenagers typically don’t like to discuss them. So I tried my best to change the subject.

“Chasing any girls?” I nudged him playfully.

“Well yeah, obviously…not that I gotta do much chasing I mean look at me, I’m a stud! They come running to me” he says with a prideful smirk.

James was a very confident young man. I wish I had that growing up. I admired the way he could easily speak to the people he liked.

“What about you Dill? What’s going on with you?” I heard the hesitation in his voice. I know he felt uneasy asking me, but I appreciated his attempt to ask about my love life.

“Ehhh there’s nothing really going on” I said looking down at the kitchen table taking a bite of my breakfast.

“You can tell me, I’m here.”

“Well there is someone I like. That’s all.” I say with a smile.

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