I screamed as one of the nurses held me and pinned me onto my bed. I looked as he fainted. Two nurses took his bed and a doctor ran towards them. The door closed and I just heard the doctor screaming something about a room as I felt something stabbing my ass before everything went dark.
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I woke up in the same room but only one bed was in it. Mine. One of the nurses came and changed my infusion.
[Nurse] "oh, your awake"
[Kota] "where is he?"
[Nurse] "his condition got worse so he's in the ICU"
[Kota] "can I see him?"
She nodded her head no. My eyes widen. I felt tears forming at the corners of my eyes.
It's all my fault! Maybe if I hadn't made his heart beat so fast... maybe if I just booked another room for him... maybe if- maybe if I just killed myself when he said so non of this would have happened...
'Useless kid! Pathetic! It would have been a way better world if I never created you! Your making my life so much worse! You should just kill yourself"
Why?... why do I remember this moment now?....
I grabbed her wrist and looked into her eyes.
[Kota] "please... *sobe*... you have no idea how much he means to me.... I just wanna see him for what could be the last time..."
She looked away and just got my infusion connected before getting out of the room.
I grabbed the pillow behind me and sobbed into it for what felt like forever. No matter what I tried thinking about, I just couldn't get myself to calm down. I don't know what triggered it, but I started remembering a shit tone of shit. The scenes just run through my head
*getting beating up by father*
[Father] 'pathetic! You can't even protect yourself'
*finding him passed out from over drinking at the age of 6*
*getting beat up by father because of a bad grade*
[Father] 'you stupid, stupid kid!'
*running away*
*nana (grandmothers nickname) die*
*Aiden almost dyeing in my arms*
*Aiden dyeing in the hospital*
I started feeling my heart beating in my ears. My lungs felt like they stopped working. I choked on my breath as tears ran down my cheeks. I fall to the ground as I looked for the emergency button. The cold Mattel stand crushed on my back as I choked.
Someone.....
Please.......
Help me.....
The door opened by the nurse from before, carrying a wheelchair.
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Sorry this one is pretty short. But um yeah....
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