Battlefield (mlm)

#5

I screamed as one of the nurses held me and pinned me onto my bed. I looked as he fainted. Two nurses took his bed and a doctor ran towards them. The door closed and I just heard the doctor screaming something about a room as I felt something stabbing my ass before everything went dark.

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I woke up in the same room but only one bed was in it. Mine. One of the nurses came and changed my infusion.

[Nurse] "oh, your awake"

[Kota] "where is he?"

[Nurse] "his condition got worse so he's in the ICU"

[Kota] "can I see him?"

She nodded her head no. My eyes widen. I felt tears forming at the corners of my eyes.

It's all my fault! Maybe if I hadn't made his heart beat so fast... maybe if I just booked another room for him... maybe if- maybe if I just killed myself when he said so non of this would have happened...

'Useless kid! Pathetic! It would have been a way better world if I never created you! Your making my life so much worse! You should just kill yourself"

Why?... why do I remember this moment now?....

I grabbed her wrist and looked into her eyes.

[Kota] "please... *sobe*... you have no idea how much he means to me.... I just wanna see him for what could be the last time..."

She looked away and just got my infusion connected before getting out of the room.

I grabbed the pillow behind me and sobbed into it for what felt like forever. No matter what I tried thinking about, I just couldn't get myself to calm down. I don't know what triggered it, but I started remembering a shit tone of shit.  The scenes just run through my head

*getting beating up by father*

[Father] 'pathetic! You can't even protect yourself'

*finding him passed out from over drinking at the age of 6*

*getting beat up by father because of a bad grade*

[Father] 'you stupid, stupid kid!'

*running away*

*nana (grandmothers nickname) die*

*Aiden almost dyeing in my arms*

*Aiden dyeing in the hospital*

I started feeling my heart beating in my ears. My lungs felt like they stopped working. I choked on my breath as tears ran down my cheeks. I fall to the ground as I looked for the emergency button. The cold Mattel stand crushed on my back as I choked.

Someone.....

Please.......

Help me.....

The door opened by the nurse from before, carrying a wheelchair.

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Sorry this one is pretty short. But um yeah....